my life.ü my footprints.ü

beginning and end

2007-04-01T20:18:00.000-07:00

Someone made a poem for me. Here it is..

Beginning and End

In everything that would happen
I'll expect a beginning and an end.
For everything has its own way of showing up,
and a peculiar way of leaving you out

I don't know who to trust nor to believe
because in just a matter of time that person might leave
True, a lot of people wear their own masks,
Just like in a play where they're one of the cast

Would you do the same thing?
Would you just forget everything?
Will you know me now, then not anymore tomorrow?
Will these happy moments turn into sorrow?

You've been there during the times I never expected.
And when I knew you, I always look ahead
You're my confidant though we hardly know each other
Im trusting you and hope this would continue further.

Yes, what we have now might also reach its end.
But there's one thing to myself I have said.
It's "If you make me feel important and happy,
there's no reason for me to regret you being part of me"

March 31, '07

QUOTABLE QUOTES

2007-03-26T23:07:00.000-07:00

Quotes made by Kat..
"I hate it how waiting for you makes me hopeful and hopeless at the same time."

"I hate the way I'll always be there for you, waiting for the day you'll come up to me and ask if I could be your shoulder to cry on"

"I hate it how every stupid song I hear makes me think of you"

"I hate the way I see you all the time yet still can't find the courage to say hello"

Quotes from the book Realm of Possibilities:
"One day I will wake up and he won't be there. He will disappear as he appeared and I will cry like a death foretold. Part of what I feel for him is missing him. Part of what I know is that distance is as hard as it is easy."

"I should talk to him. I know I should talk to him but I do not talk to him. I watch him from afar and love him."

"See this scream--it's for you See this hurt--it's by you See this mark--it's from you but you don't see, no you don't see"

"I know this is how the world works. It would be funny if it wasn't my heart. She is the weakness you think of as strength, while I am the strength, you have no idea what is there."

"I don't want to be with him constantly and forever. I want to be with him for the moment, and I want the moments to go on forever."

"Despite all the thoughts that run through your head, you're never really ready to let, are you?"

"...because it is senior year, I have begun too see things as potential absences. The things I love will become the things I'll miss. I don't know how to use this negative sight."

Death

2007-03-23T01:28:00.000-07:00

Death

Coleen F. Valdez

Sometimes I want to sleep and never wake up,
I want to run and find my way out,
I want to break out and lose my bearings,
I want to drown myself and never ask for help,
I want to fall and never stand,
I want to bang my head and never stop,
I want to pass out and never get back to life,
I want to live but never breathe,
Sometimes I just want to pop off for I am to defenseless to
succeed, too spiritless to conquer and
to gutless to survive.
I know I don't have your heart, that's why I'm thorn apart.
But i quietly imagine that I might, someday, see you knocking
on my door.
You've said enough, you've done too much but I'm holding fast
coz I want my love to last.
You've broken my heart many times but here I am asking for a
glimmer of hope.
I dont have everything she has but what I have is enough to
show you life, love and eternity.
You're always near to me yet so far and though you're voiceless
I can hear you loud and clear.
I'm broken because of you and there's no way I can get the
pieces back together.
I'm lost forever coz you'll love me never.
The sweetness of your face, the tenderness of your voice,
the charm of your eyes and the warmth of your
hug...you simply take my breath away.
Though the pain kills me, I have to live coz,
I'm living for your love.

Hardest thing in love

2007-03-15T10:50:00.000-07:00

They say it's difficult

>to turn your back to someone whom you really want to be with

>to be pathetic to someone whom you always want to sympathize with

>to let someone feel that she is neglected when in fact she's very important

>to show someone that you don't mind them when in fact you care a lot

>to pretend not to know what she's up to when in fact you know her and her details

>to avoid someone when in fact you want to take a stolen glance

>to find reasons for doing things you dont usually do when in fact she's really the reason for doing so

>to treat someone like an ordinary being when in fact she's really special

>to let someone realize that her presence is
naturally welcomed when in fact it creates an
extraordinary excitement

>to say things contrary to what you feel

>to laugh aloud when in fact you want to cry your
heart out

>to set someone free when you feel she's all you
have and she's the only one you really love

>to pretend you're not hurt when she's with someone when in fact you cry deep inside

>to keep your feelings from someone when in fact
you want to show it

>to runaway when in fact you want to stay

THEY SAY IT'S DIFFICULT.. TO LET YOU KNOW
YOU'RE THAT SOMEONE IM TALKING ABOUT

Hardest thing in love
1. Flashing your smile to someone you dont want to see
2. Bringing back the feeling you've learned to forget
3. Showing that you care
4. Finding a way to mend a broken heart
5. Learning that you've been used by someone you truly love
6. Saying "I Love You" when you mean it and he dont
7. Letting go of a person you've just learn to forget
8. Realizing that you love somebody you've just taken for granted
9. Realizing that you love the person you've just broken up with
10. Waiting for promises you know he'll never keep
11. Saving your love for someone who love somebody else
12. Reminiscing the good times you share together
13. Shielding your heart to love somebody
14. Trying to hide what you really feel
15. Having a commitment with someone that you knew would not last
16. Trying to hide the tears that involuntary fall from your eyes
17. Sharing the one you love with someone else
18. Loving a person too much
19. Giving up someone you never taught of giving up
20. Falling in love for the first time
21. Loving someone you haven't seen
22. Having the right love at the wrong time
23. Exerting effort to make the relationship last or work
24. Not being appreciated when you know you've given your best
25. Taking the risk of falling in love again
26. Hiding your relationship with someone else
27.Choosing between two persons whom you really love
28. Finding out that you can never have the person you've just let go
29. Seeing the person you love with someone else
30. Hiding you true feeling to your friend

P.S. These are not my works. I just got them I think in teentalk. I just didn't have the real name of the author, it's my fault by the way. I say this so as not to plagiarize. :)

mesage ignored

2006-12-24T23:49:00.000-08:00

Sana hindi na lang naimbento ang GM. Sana wala na lang un sa cellphone.Paano kung may hinihintay kang text? Ang text na manggagaling sakanya? Na siya mismong kukumpleto sa gabi mo? kukumpleto sa pasko mo? Ay nareceive mo ngaGM naman. May saya parin naman, pero un nga lang, hindi buo.. Parabang nilubos na ng panahon, tinuluyan na ko. Hindi talaga nakumpletopasko ko. Gusto ko mang isiping na-delay lang ang message kong ni-reply sakanya,para bang hindi na makatotohanan kung iisipin ko pa un hanggang ngayon.Siguro nga hindi talaga para sakin ang araw na to.. "Merry christmas. Sana nagingmasaya ang christmas mo. Thanks sa lahat lahat. Sorry din nung minsangnawala ang communication natin sa isa't isa. Love you, friend."
Thanks sa lahat ng nag-greet. Sobrang naappreciate ko un. :)

"Bago pa ko maunahan ng lahat. MERRY CHRISTMAS.ü and thanks for everything.ükisses from monique.ü" -Monica Ponce

"Meri xmas." "rikaAa!ü dalawang taon n tyng magkatx! haha. Meri xmas.ü""Mer xmas. =)" "Eto na.. 12 na e. ü meri chrstmas s yo! =) magpakasaya taung lhat.ü -Patrick Flores

"Erika!ü Merry christmas!ü i love you.ü" "awh.ü i miss you too.ü patitelebabad moments naten nun,ü" -Desa Baking

"Hi.ü merry christmas sau...:)" "Likewise! Lab u Labs. Hahahaü" -Chekay Espiritu

"Tnx din sa lahat at mewi xmas.ü" -Janina San Gabriel

"yow, lapit nang magkrismas. haha.ü enjoy tska magpakabusog. kalimutan muna ang mga diet ngaun. haha.ü" ":) pakasaya ka.ü - Jodie Tañedo

"merry christmas ekayü" "ikaw din. hahaü enjoy" "Labyou." -Maeka Manlapaz

"Merry christmas to you too.ü- Lance Canlas

"erika, merry christmas. Thanks sa lahat and sorry din. Sana maging nasaya christmas mo.ü God bless.ü""Merry xmas.ü haha.ü" -Pre Ramos

"Merry xmas!.ü love ya!. thanks at sori sa lahat.ü mwah.ü" "merry christmas!.luv ya!.mis ya!.ingat!.god bless!.ü slmat ha!. =] inuman na to!.wahoo!. >.<> gceng!.wla m22lg!..ü ? bt b my ngpa2putok?!. peste. di pa new yr?!mga tukmol ! >:]" -Ejhaey Banzon

"gandang gbe.ü maligayang pasko sa inyong lhat.ü sna matupad ang ating mga kahilingan ngaung pasko.. ingat kau at wag kalimutan mgcmba.ü lets share moments w/ God.ü" "hello. merry christmas.ü ingat." -Regine Garcia

"hui ik.. hehe.. xenxa ngyon lng acoh nkreply, gulo kc d2 sa bhay, bc bchan n nmn mga tao.. aun..merri xmas dn syo.. slmat dn s lhat2 tska pxenxa n rn s mga kaabnormalancoh mnsan.. lam mu nmn.. hehe.. aun, meri xmas ult.. muah..ü -Erika Butihi

"Mery chriztmaz din... Sna mgng very very hapy ka..." -Ardyan Alquinto

"Good evening!!!..merry christmas!!ü"- Jasmine Sarmiento

"merry christmas !! haha ü" "waaaa ! napu2tol tlga ! haha ü merry christmas ekai ko ! ü labyu !" - Aya Testa (note: tumawag siya ng 12 ng madaling araw. Dalawang beses un kaso naputol din ng dalawang beses.)

"Merry xmas poh. . .mhal k p kau. . .mwuah hugz nd take cre!"- Miko Gloria

"Merry christmas to you and your loved ones.. Godbless! :-)"- Ate Che

"Advance merry christmas! my gft kyo noh!? ung amin din hah!? enjoy din kayo.." "ahaha kakatouched nman, couz! thanks din"- ChaCha Reyes

",.ei... Guyz... Merry Christmas poh... More blessings to come nd wishing you to have a gud health... Naks nkpg-english din... Hehehe..."-KrengKreng

"yan! merry christmas! xori ngaun lng ako reply! hahaü"- Marge Lim

"MERRY CHRISTMAS© by lizza..ü ™ üAll Rights Reserved®December 2006.."- Lizza Pascual

"Ui! Merry Christmas! Ingat kau parate kung san man kau punta.ü Salamat sa lahat lahat lahat lahat!ü Lab yu! Ingat! Meri xmas ulet!ü Enjoi!ü-bernie.ü"-Bernie Quintan

"Uy! Hello! Merry xmas!"- Ate Marei

"Parang gus2 kong maiyak s msg mo ah.he3.touched ako. ok lng kht mkulit kyo,snay n ako.tnx s greetings! Meri xmas 2 u & ur family!ü"- Ms. Suico

"Ikaw din, dear.ü merry Christmas, erika.ü"- Rona Po

"Merry xmas..üüü sory nga pla s mga ntryn at nsktan ko..thnk u sa mga tym na shnare nyo s akn..uhmm.. bsta may d spirit of xmas b w/ u nd ur family..ü- Miri Cavaneyro

"Maligayang Christmas!"- Roren Araullo

"erika. Nasan na c macho santa? mbwaha. merry christmas, maylab i wish you and your family a merry christmas. tss. la na aku msbe. cge. aylabyu."- Avery Anatalio

"ekai! waaaa! Merry Christmas! Haha! grabe. 4 yrs na tyong magkkaklase!haha! aion, thankyou sa pagiging mabait na kaibigan. thankyou sa lhat2 na tulongmo saken. hehe. sana maging masagana ang iyong pasko! Merry Christmas! Haylabyu!=)"- Michelle Garcia

"Merry xmas!"- Carissa Caparas

"Merry christmas!!=D"-Jo Laurora

"HAPPY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE! I LOVE YOU ALL!!!- Rizia Margate

"Merry christmas din.ü haha. Tanx din sa lahat!"- Amabel Africa

"ui. merry xmaz saio, ska sa family mo as wel. :p thank u for being a nice friend. may u have moreblessings to come. :) Godblez.! Lovelotz, dianne.ü"-Kristine Calantuan

"MERRY XMAS!!! sna masaia ang xmas ng iniong mga families! wg kalimutang mgcmba!pkbusog s mga noche buena! at tnx s lhat ng nggreet! wabyu guys!"- Pamie Cruz

"Erika! Merry christmas!ü. Salamat sa lhat! As in sbra. Salamat sa pgtago ng mgasecrets ko lalo na ung kei ........ü. Ikw na lng kc pngkktiwalaan ko sa service kea ok lng na ikwento ko xeo.ü. Un.ü. Mery christmas!"-Germaine Redublado

"merry christmas.ü"-Trixie Hermogenes

"ekai, meri xmas. salamat sa lht. salamat at TOTOO kang kaibigan.ü"-Eury Silvestre

"ekai, rona, lourdes, merry christmas! (:"- Khristine del Rosario

So there. Whew.

wala lang haha

2006-12-24T02:17:00.000-08:00

feeling ko parang napakawalang kwenta ng araw ko.. or should i say linggo ko? wala ata akong nagawang matino except nung gabing nagaral ako sa bio at socsci na feeling ko eh nawalan rin ng kwenta dahil sobrang nahirapanako sa exam. Nakakafrustrate.. sobra. Pero wala naman akong magagawa dahil wala akong super powers na maibalik ang nakaraan(naks!). Kaya namanayoko na magpakalungkot dahil bisperas na ng Christmas. Kahit na hindi kofeel ang saya na nararamdaman ng iba eh, wala rin ako ulit magagawa. Pero sobrang nagpapasaya saken kapag nakikita ko tong mga pics na to.. haha

EOP(111706)

Songfest (120706)

Eastwood Hopping(112506)

dahil napapagod lahat ng tao

2006-10-31T04:03:00.000-08:00

Na-inspired ako mag-update nito dahil sa nabasa ko sa teentalk. Oh well, its all about Pretending. Drama queen ka ba? Ako, minsan. Pag kailangan. Pag nahihirapan ipakita ung tunay na ako, dahil alam ko hindi lahat ng oras tanggap ako ng lahat ng mga taong nakapaligid saken. Minsan iba ung pagkakakilala nila saken. Minsan may pagkakamali. Ngayon, unti-unti ko ng natututunan maging ako. Yung totoong ako, ung walang pakialam sa sasabihin ng iba. Dahil nagbago na ko. Hindi ko alam may feelings pala ako na kaya kong mahalin yung sarili ko.

"When I took the pills, i wanted to kill someone I hated. I didn't know that other Veronikas existed inside me. Veronikas that I could love" - Veronika Decides to Die

i hate me

2006-10-18T03:52:00.000-07:00

i hate every little things about myself. it "sucks"

bday bash

2006-07-07T17:26:00.000-07:00

bday ko kahapon.. at sasabihin kong un na ung naging pinakamasaya kong birthday na nangyare simula nung namulat sa real world. marami akong gustong sabihan ng thank you, though nasabi ko na sakanila to paulit-ulit pa.

mama at papa - thank you sa celebration kagabe. thank you sa shelter, food, clothings. mama
thank you sa spaghetti mong ginawa at sa cake na pinasadya mo pa.
Ayana Testa - thanks dun sa keychain mo na nakalagay sa super ganda at cute na lalagyanan
nakalagay pa dun ung nickname ko with heart. thanks talaga. thanks for being
there always. i love you so much. thanks for the things you've thought to me.
thanks sa pagintindi mo palagi saken pag wala ako sa mood. lagi lang kong nasa
side mo, like nung parang bigla kang na-down nung nag-pe tayo. ako ung nasa
side ng strecher na binubuhat at pinagtutulungan naming yfc pinapaypayan kita
nun at maluha-luha na ko nun kasi dq lam nangyare syo. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
BEST! ur da man! joke! ur da best!
Michelle Garcia - thanks sa blue magic at sa letter mong mahaba at mali-mali! haha! i really love
the bear. si daydream! since daydream ang name nung bear! thanks din sa
understandings kapag la ako sa mood. thanks sa panlilibre. thanks sa dahil
kahit lagi kitang inuutusan nandyan ka paren. aq rin naman lagi lang q
at alam kong alam mo un. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
Avery Anatalio - thanks dun sa letter mong puro english! my nose bleeded when i read it!
touch naman ako. hehe. super thanks din sa mga chika and like that. im
always here lang for you. kung may tampuhan man tayo minsan alam ko
namang masosolve din natin un eh. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
PEHKSXZ(ejhaey banzon, macy danzil, dannah galindez, kae gonzales, eury silvestre) - thanks
always supporting me! lagi lang ko here pag kylangan nio ko. ejhaey thanks
sa greeting mo nung umaga! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! macy thanks din sa
sa greeting and sa kiss! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! dannah lagi lang ko here
thanks sa pag-greet! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! kae, thanks sa lahat! I LOVE
YOU SO MUCH! eury silvestre, thanks dahil nandyan ka palage para
patawanin ako, thanks sa mga chika chika, lagi lang ko here, sana lagi kang
happy kasi ayaw kitang nakikitang malungkot! kc di bagay syo un mehn! ang
gwapo mo! crush kita! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
Chekay Espiritu - thanks sa paulit - ulit mong pag-greet saken! i LOVE YOU!
Kat Santos - thanks din sa paulit-ulit mong greetings! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
Abbey Manliclic - fyi po, xa ung nagbinyag saken ng name na ekai! abbey, as i promised hindi
kita makakalimutan! isa ka mga imporatanteng tao sa buhay ko! nax!
thanks sa pauuuuuuuuuulit-ulit mong greetings lalo na nung nandun tayo sa
conf. room! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
Marge Lim - thanks dahil lagi kang nandyan para saken. ngaung ikaw pa makakasama ko sa
leader's camp! thanks sa mga secrets na pinagkatiwala mo saken. I LOVE YOU SO
MUCH!
Clara Evangelista - thanks sa free tickets mo sa star city na valid na lang hanggang kahapon din.
ang malupet pa dun bukas lang ang star city hanggang 4pm! ang saya!
gamit na gamit ung tickets mo! actually nasa bag ko pa xa! I LOVE YOU SO
MUCH!
YFC aka KATIPUNAN - ur the best! ultimate goddesses of ii3! I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!
Ms. Jose, Ms. Fronteras, Ms. Tilaon - ms. Jose thanks for everything, kahit na hindi ako ung
ideal leader na responsible, thanks sa pagtitiwala!
ginagawa ko naman po ung best ko sa lahat, kahit hindi
halata. Ms. Fronteras thanks po sa greetings! i really
appreciate it. Ms. Tilaon, thannks po sa effort na pagtingin
sa small board namen at nalaman nio pong bday ko!
po sa greetings. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ms jose,
ms fronteras and ms. tilaon!
Jo and Carmz - jo, thanks sa gift mong pagmamahal. carmz, thanks sa gift mong kakulitan! I
LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
Jodie Tañedo - thanks sa greetings mo! kahit na hapon na na-appreciate ko parin talaga un!
ikaw lang ang nagiisang nakaalala ng bday ko sa service! lagi lang ko here for
you! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
Tin DR - oh irog ko! super thanks sa greetings! hindi ko kaylangan ng gift dahil ung simpleng
pagalala lang sa bday ko masaya na ko! ikaw ba naman makalimutan mo eh araw2
ko atang pinapaalala sayo! thanks sa lahat, as in! advance hapi bday sayo!
malapit-lapit na! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
ii3 - i really love you. thanks sa lahat! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

happiness

2006-06-29T05:04:00.000-07:00

galing ako sa blog ni tin panu nga ba masasabi ni ang "happiness is a choice?" and "smiling is also another choice?". masaya ka sa isang bagay, pero sa kabilang dako ng mundo may mga nasasaktan ka pala? dun ka masaya, masasabi mo pa bang nasisiyahan kang may nasasaktan ka? "smiling is also another choice" pano mo pipiliin na ngumiti, kung sa loob-loob mo, hindi ka naman talaga masaya at wala ni karampot na dahilan para ngumiti at maging masaya. Pano ka ngingiti ngayon?

hindi habang buhay ang desisyon mo ay tama. hindi habang buhay masaya, dahil hindi habang buhay may dahilan para maging masaya.

2006-05-05T20:59:00.000-07:00

temporarily CLOSED

grabe!

2006-05-02T23:06:00.000-07:00

grbe!.. i sooo miss my bliggie bloggie!.. its been months since i last updated this.. oh gawd! shux.. haha.. after 1million century tuna!.. naaus din ang net namen!.. grbee.. so speechless aq ngaun!.. aion.. grabe.. next tym na q magkkwento.. tsaka magpopost ng pics., maxadong marami ng nangyare sa buhay ko.. haha!

update lng..

2006-01-15T18:52:00.000-08:00

wla lng,, update lng.. kahapon ay jan. 14 nung nakaraang araw ay friday d 13th at parang gusto kong dun magcmula.

13-- wla lng, palihan. sabi ni annne napilayan daw c ate badette. nagtext nga c ate badette nung gabi pro umaga ko na nakita. 2weeks naka-support ang kanyang paa. masaya naman tong araw na to. sa wakas pumasok na c ayana.

14-- wla lng ulet. my 'appointment' ako nitong araw na to.. kahapon to'. nagpunta aq, patricia, anchelle, meryl sa bahay ni harvey sa may valenzuela. di naman maxadong malayo. di rin malapit. aus lng.. ako pla ung huling dumating sa mcdo retiro (ang aming tagpuan). ang purpose namin sa pagpunta eh para magpractice ng dulaan sa pinoi. pro di namin nagawa.. pinaiksi nalang namen ung script. so umiksi nga xa. at sobrang iksi. pra wla ng aangal. tapos dakdakan na. at ang di mawawala kpg napupunta ko sa mga bahay ng kaklase ko.. ang PIKTURAN! tapos anu pb? kumain, langya!.. parang my party!.. ang daming putahe! tapos mga 6 umalis na kme. c anchelle na ung naghatid samen. hinatid namen sa bahay c patricia q. aq nmn bumaba sa my seven eleven at tumawid na lang. aba tinanung pa ko kung marunong daw ba kong tumawid. haha.. eh parang aq ata ung nagtawid sakanila nung sinundo namin sa patricia noh?!.. aun, tapos na simba sa may Our Lady of Grace Parish ata un. tapos nagpunta sa grand. kc un ung pinakamalapit. tapos bumili kme ng ultraelectromagneticjam. hindi naman xa maxadong mahaba.. tsaka ng cologne sa my penshoppe. aun. tapos kumain sa max dahil gabi na.. tapos umuwi na.

15-- ngayon ay burtdey ng aking dalawang kaklase. c clara at c elena. Maligayang Bati!

update lng..

2006-01-14T18:52:00.000-08:00

wla lang..

2006-01-07T05:48:00.000-08:00

ui salamat.. aus na rin kompyuter namen!.. pagkatapos ng 5taon 8 na buwan 4linggo 5araw 12oras at 5minuto!.. aus na xa!..

o cge ako'y napipilitang magkwento ng intrams..
ang intrams ko ay basketbol.. nung una,, ay nako nakaka-insecure maglaro.. nakakahiya in short.. kc naman lahat ay magaleng.. nako!.. asahan mo ba naman ang mga tunay na babaeng maglaro ng basketbol.. walang napapala!.. pero HINDE!.. pasok kme sa championship ui!.. hahaha.. kme ay 2ng place.. at well.. pinaghirapan naman un.. para makuha ang papel na may nakalagay na CONGRATULATIONS 2nd place.. at kapag sinabi kong pinaghirapan.. ai dugo at pawis ang aming inalay.. 2fouls ang inabot ko cmula nung simula ng intrams hanggang sa matapos.. at xempre hindi mwawala ang injury!.. aba naman.. siniko ako ni ano.. nino nga ba.. ang dame kcng naglalaro eh.. pro sure aq i1 un.. pro aus lang saken un!.. laro lang nmn un!.. siniko aq sa ribs.. matutumba na ko.. nang biglang sinalo ako nino.. nino.. ng aking angel!.. oh well! :) paiyak na ko.. pero ayoko lumuha.. pasigaw na ko sa aming referee ng SUB!.. nang biglang.. "okei break time!" oh yes.. lumuha aq sa may bleacher.. eh kc naman.. ang sakit naman talaga!.. aq naman c mega takbo papuntang bleacher na mejo natutumba na.. xempre, cnu pa aasahan kong sasalo saken.. c MA. SHELLEY EURY SYLVESTRE.. mega takbo rin xa papunta sa aking side.. my dala dalang jumbo pamaypay at todo paypay saken at yes,, my dalang WATER!.. ang buhay ko! di pa nakuntento c ayana naman.. eto hayup!.. may pasa ang kanyang ribs.. haha.. ung kanyang stomach!.. hahaha.. gusto ko na sana tumakbo papuntang court dahil ndi na xa makatayo.. xempre hinintay ko na lang xa noh.. xempre,, dats wat b3spr3ns are por!.. takbo naman aq sa kanyang side.. aun.. natapos ang 1st half.. TAMBAK kme.. xempre i1 eh.. 2nd half, pasok na naman aq.. pagkapasok ko.. sabi ko "kaya namin to" pero hindi tlga eh.. di parin nakuntento.. aba,, tumba kmeng tatlo sa my court c gracia ang nasa unahan sunod c trixie, at xempre ang dakilang c erika ang nasa pinaka likod.. napaupo kming tatlo sa di malamang dahilan.. aun.. wla na talaga kaming pagasa nun.. wlang wla na.. suko na katawan namen.. ang inabot ko.. sakit ng katawan, pasa sa tuhod at paa, gasgas sa tuhod. at pag cnb kong sakit ng katawan, eh buong katawan ng tlga!.. aun,,

ngaung saturday ay dapat my pasok aq.. ndi tlga kaya ng katawan ko,, gustuhin man ng puso't isipan ko.. ang drama!

ouch.

2005-12-30T20:41:00.000-08:00

OUCH *sigh*

A guy asked his girl, "What will you feel if I die?" The girl naughtily smile and said "I'll be very happy," The guy went home. The next day, the girl received a call from the guy's mom, telling her that the guy shot himself and was found dead in his room. The girl cried so much. After a few minutes, somebody knocked at the door, she open it. No one was there except for a short note on the floor. She picked it up and read it "I'll do everything just to make you happy."

A girl and her friend in IM...

Girl: I really love him...so much...
Friend: really? why?
Girl: Are u blind? haven't u seen him smile?!
Friend: u should tell him... u know? he loves u too...
Girl: What?! How do u know?
HIM: coz I know ur friend's password...

a couple had an argument... gf confessed to her 2nd bf dat he is no.2, gf said, she couldn't leave no.1 bcoz 1st bf is dying bcoz of a hole in d heart, and asked to spend his remaining lyf w/ her... 2nd bf let gf choose between 1st bf and him, d gf had no choice but to choose 1st bf... 10 days later, 1st bf told gf d good news dat he had a heart transplant, den they read d note of d donor it said "my heart is only for u, so i give my heart to d one u chose, hope u'll love me too..."-2nd bf...

a ded guy askd god for 1 last day on earth 2 c his girl...
god granted hs wish but 2 bad god also granted hs grl's wsh:
2 die 4 a day jaz 2 c hm 1 last tym

two friends made a pact that if they reach 29 and not married they'll marry one another.. after some years they met.. the girl was happily married and asked why the man was still alone.. and the man said..
"i was waiting until 29"

ders a girl hu rili luvs her guy bestfrend more dan her bf.. 1 mornin, she woke up.. she saw her bestfriend lying bsyd her,, full of blood and saw her bf holding a knife.. she houted and called a police.. her bf had been busted and was sentenced to death,, after the death of her bf,, her other friend confessed the truth and said.. "ur bestfriend was attempting to rape and kill you.. but ur lucky because ur bf is there to save you.."

its from HERE

doink..

2005-12-30T19:30:00.000-08:00

aq ai nagkalagnat! hahaha.. akalain mo nagkasakit aq. tamang tama sa oras. akala ko magbabagong taon aqng nakahiga sa kama.

28--nagcng aq. akala ko lumilindol, nahihilo lang pla aq. akala ko mawawala.. di pla. kya tuloy naligo aq. nasa cr na q, di q alam ggwin q, ang lamig pla ng tubig!.. walanjo! maghapon aqng nakahiga. maghapon aqng tulog. maghapon na tahimik. bagay sakin ung kantang time after time *Lying in my bed, I hear the clock tick and i think of you tanging ang pag ticktock lang ng orasan ang naririnig ko.. wla aqng ibang maramdaman kundi malamig.. *Nanay, nasa heaven na ba ako?

29--nilalagnat aq ng madaling araw. ginicng aq ng nanay ko ng 12 pra uminom ng gamot kong iniinom bawat 4 na oras. ginicng din aq ng 5 ng umaga pra uminom ulit ng gamot. kumain aq tapos natulog na nmn aq? *Anu bang meron pag may sakit ka at lagi kang nakakatulog? Parang sleeping pills ung iniinom kong gamot nagcng aq ng 12 ng hapon. waw!.. wla na aqng lagnat!.. sipon at ubo nga lang!.. pro okei na un kesa lagnat!..

yuhoo..

2005-12-27T00:07:00.000-08:00

wahaha,, buo ko na ung 'Kung Wala Ka' ^_^.. happy aq.. haha.. ang sarap pla maging happy. wehh.. haha.. kanina ko lang nabuo bago aq matulog. tapos ngayon gising na q.. haaai.. wla pa din ung pina-resize ko na pic sa TEENTALK

hihintayin ko pa den. xempre.. haha.. nagpunta kme sa sm north kahapon, gud thing mejo magaling na c mama..:) and guess wat?!.. i saw my classmate, i think wen i was back in grade 3 or 2!.. o gawd. ganun prin naman mukha nia, aun nga lang.. iba na pumorma. haha.. parang habulin ng chicks.:)

pero bakit parang umiiwas xa saken?!.. haha.. kc i saw him sa genevieve gozum, i think wit her sister.. and then nandun na kme papunta sa carpark, nakatayo xa sa my balcony, and then when he saw me.. nagkatitigan pa nga kme.. umalis xa bigla.. bat ganun?!.. haha.. nakakatakot ba ko?!.. hahaha.. :)

maligayang pasko!

2005-12-26T19:00:00.000-08:00

tapos na pasko! at eto ang aking piktura!--> <--yack! hindi naman sa nagpapaka-arte aq, naghahallucinate lang talaga q dahil sa mga pagkain na kinain ko..

dec 24--dumating na ang aming dearest bisitas. wla lang,, may sakit c mama, pro nasa kusina parin xa. :( nag-simbang gabi rin kme.. 3 gabi aq umattend ng simbang-gabi. nakakainis, isang oras kaming maaga pero ano?!.. nakatayo parin kme.. oh ha?!.. san kpa?!.. may mga magbabarkada na akala mo eh magpupunta sa party. eh mga naka-cup na patagilid.. alm nio un?!.. ung parang 'hiphop'. aba!.. dakdakan to da max ang mga kabataan!

25-- mga 10 umalis na ang aming dearest bisitas. aq, eh xmpre computer na.. tapos c mama, natulog. bumagsak ang katawan. nilalagnat paren:(. 1 nagbukas na kme ng mga gifts. hinintay pa kc namen c papa. :) tapos kumain na kme. pagkatapos naghugas na ko ng plato. day-off kc katulong namen. okei lang nmn saken. kc sanay na ko. 3:oo naligo na q. nahihimasmasan na pakiramdam ko. ang init eh! 5 umalis na kme. nagpunta kme sa batasan hills. nandun kc ung lola ko(mader side) aun. wla lng.. nandun rin ang aking dalawang pinsan. pagkatapos ngpunta na kme sa caloocan. o grabe to. di pa new yir ang dme na nagpapaputok. oh ha?! bad3p ung amoy. para bang kahit na anong oras eh pwde kang asthma. buti na lang di aq biniyayaan ni Lord ng gnung sakit. at para bang kahit na anong oras eh pwde ka na ring kunin ni Lord dahil parang masasabugan ka ng mga paputok. binigyan din pla kmi ng regalo ng aking tita at tito. isang pang-prep na handbag ang natanggap ko. hindi nmn sa inaalipusta ko ung regalo nila. sinasabi ko lang nmn ung saloobin ko. pro salamat sa regalo!

a great story

2005-12-23T20:09:00.000-08:00

Why Leaf left the Tree?

TREE

The reason I'm called Tree is because I'm good at painting trees. Over time I started to paint a tree in the right hand corner as a trademark for all my watercolor paintings. I had dated 5 girls when I was in Pre-U. There's one girl whom I loved a lot but never dared go after. She didn't have a pretty face, nor a good figure, or outstanding charm. She was just a very ordinary girl.

I like her. I really like her. Like her innocence, her frankness. Like her cuteness, her intelligence and her fragility. My reason for not going after her was that I felt somebody so ordinary was not good enough for me. I was also afraid that if we got together all the special feelings I had would vanish. I feared that other people's gossiping would hurt her. I also felt that if she was meant to be my girl, she would be mine ultimately and I didn't have to give everything up just for her. The last reason made her stay with me for 3 years. She watched me chase after other girls for 3 years, and I made her heart cry for 3 years.

She wanted to be a good actress and I was a very demanding director. When I kissed my second girlfriend, she bumped into us. She was embarrassed but smiled and said "Go on!" before running off. The next day, her eyes were swollen like walnuts. I purposely ignored what had caused her to cry and instead, laughed at her the whole day. When everyone else went back home, she sat alone crying in the classroom. She didn't know that I had returned from soccer training to get something. I watched her cry for an hour or so.

My fourth girlfriend didn't like her. There was once when both of them quarrelled. I know that based on her character she was not the one who had started off the quarrel. But I still sided with my girlfriend. I shouted at her and her eyes were filled with shock. I didn't care about her feelings and walked off with my girlfriend. The next day, she still laughed and joked with me as though nothing had happened. I know that she was very hurt but she didn't know that my heart ached as badly as hers. When I broke up with my fifth girlfriend, I asked her out. After going out for a day, I told her that I had something to tell her. She told me that coincidentally, she had something to tell me too. I told her about my break-up and she told me about her getting together with someone else. I know who the guy was. He had been going after her for quite a while. He was a very cute guy who was full of energy, lively and interesting. His pursuit for her had been the talk of the school.

I couldn't let her know how my heart ached but could only smile and congratulate her. When I reached home, my heart ached so bad that I can't stand it. There was like a heavy weight upon my chest. I couldn't breathe. I wanted to shout but couldn't. Tears rolled down and I broke down and cried. How many times have I seen her cry for the man that didn't even acknowledge her presence?

During graduation, I read an SMS in my handphone. It was sent 10 days ago when I broke down and cried, but I hadn't read it since then. It said, "Leaf's departure is because of Wind's pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay."

LEAF

During Pre-U days, I liked to collect leaves. Why? Because I felt that for a leaf to leave the tree she has relied on for so long it takes a lot of courage. During the 3 years of Pre-U I was on very close terms with a guy. Not the BGR kind but the buddy kind. But when he had his first girlfriend, I learned a feeling I never should have learnt - jealousy. The sourness in the heart couldn't be described using a lemon. It's Sourness to the extreme limit. They were only together for 2 months. When they broke up, I hid my strong sense of happiness. But after a month, he got together with another girl.

I like him and I know he likes me. But why wouldn't he pursue me? Since he loved me why didn't he make the first move? Whenever he had a new girlfriend, my heart would ache. T ime after time, my heart was hurt again and again. I began to suspect this was a one sided love. But if he didn't like me, why did he treat me so well? It's beyond what you would do for a normal friend. Liking a person is very heart wrenching. I may know his likes, his dislikes, his habits, etc. But his feelings towards me I can never figure out. You can't expect me, a girl, to ask him right?

Despite all this, I still wanted to be by his side. Care for him, accompany him, love him, hoping that one day, he will love me too. I waited for his phone call every night, wanting him to send me SMS. I know that no matter how busy he was, he would make time for me. Because of this, I waited for him. The 3 years were the hardest to go through and I really wanted to give up. At times, I wondered whether I should continue waiting. The pain, the hurt, and the dilemma accompanied me for 3 long years.

Towards the end of my 3rd year, a 2nd year junior began to go after me. Everyday he pursued me relentlessly. From outright rejection to a point in time when I felt that I was willing to let him have a small footing in my heart. He's like a warm and gentle wind, trying to blow a leaf away from the tree. In the end, I realized that I didn't want to give this wind just a small footing in my heart. I know this wind will bring this badly battered leaf far away to a better land. Finally I left Tree. But Tree only smiled and didn't ask me to stay. Leaf's departure is because of Wind's pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay.

WIND

I like a girl called Leaf. Because she's so dependent on Tree, I have to be a gust of Wind, a wind that will blow her away. When I first met her, it was one month after I transferred to the new school. I saw a petite girl looking at my seniors and I playing soccer. During CCA time, she would always be sitting there looking at him, be it alone or with her friends. When he talked with other girls, there's jealousy in her eyes. When he looked at her, there's happiness in her eyes. Looking at her became my habit, the way she liked to look at him.

One day, she wasn't there. I felt something was amiss. I can't explain the feeling except that it's a sense of uneasiness. The senior was also not there. I went to their classroom, hid outside and saw my senior scold her. Tears were in her eyes when he left. T he next day, I saw her at her usual place looking at him. I walked over and smiled at her, took out a note and gave it to her. She was surprised. She looked at me, smiled and accepted the note. The next day, she passed me a note and left.

Leaf's heart is too heavy and Wind couldn't blow her away.

It's not that Leaf's heart is too heavy. It is because Leaf never wanted to leave Tree. I replied her note with this statement and slowly she started to talk to me and accepted my presents and phone calls. I know that the person she loved wasn't me. But I had the perseverance that one day, I could make her like me. Within 4 months, I had declared my love for her no less than 20 times. Every time, she would divert away from the topic. But I never gave up. If I decided I wanted her to be mine, I would definitely use all means to win her over. I can't remember how many times I had declared my love for her. Although I knew she would try to divert, I still had a small glimmer of hope, hoping that she would agree to be my girlfriend. I didn't hear any reply from her over the phone, so I asked "What are you doing? Why didn't you reply?" She said, "I'm nodding my head." "Ah?" I couldn't believe my ears. "I'm nodding my head," she replied loudly. I hung up the phone, changed quickly, took a taxi, rushed to her place and pressed her door bell. When she opened the door. I hugged her tightly. Leaf's departure is because of Wind's pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay.

Source: Its from HERE

wuhu..

2005-12-23T18:38:00.000-08:00

mejo mdame aq ka-chat ngayon.. haha.. nabuhay cla!.. wuhu..
c maeka, germaine(pro nagbbye na,, haha! di mxadong mabilis:), marge, at metch.. haha.. waaaa.. ang dme kong joke!.. haha.. wak na.. wak ko na lagay dito.. maxadong private.. haha..

masarap kumain pag pasko!.. naka..5 cups aq ng rice kgbe.. haha.. sinama aq ng aking inay sa kanilang branch party.. nakakatakam naman talaga eh.. meron aqng nahagilap na 80 pesos kgbe ren.. at 20$ wuhu.. eh nanay ko ba nmn ung head sa games eh.. haha.. aq nanalo sa bring me.. haha.. magtanong ba nmn saken kung anu pa pwde ipa-bring.. haha.. battery ng celpone!.. earing na white gold.. haha..

oh well.. nandito na nmn aq sa bahay.. last na ol ko na toh,, di na ko mkkpag-ol bukas.. :(.. sana nmn sumaya christmas eve ko!..:(

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2005-12-21T05:02:00.000-08:00

wla aqng magawa.. c bernie lang ka-chat q.. :(.. nakakainis.. ka-walang gana.. bkt ang konti ng ol?!.. db pag gabi?!.. ewaan.. O_O.. bat ganito.. epal.. :( aalis pa c ate bukas.. :(.. mag-isa lang q.. tapos katulong lang namen ksama ko.. ayookooooo.. kung sana.. sana lang.. :(

epal yang exorcism na yan.. muntik na qng di makaligo. oh well.. malapit na mag-christmas eve.. pro wla pa rin aqng gana mag-unlim.. :(.. ayoko. wala talaga kong gana. bkt kya ang lungkot?!.. epal tlga..

niwei, trip ko lang mag-type.. ganun ba tlga ko ka-sensitive?!.. haha.. at ms sensitivity ang tawag saken nila gaan at nina.. haha.. oh well,,

liberated patrick.. wuhu.. c patrick my pic.. pro nahihiya aq.. pinalitan pa nia ung pic pra saken..:(.. weh pa-imporatante.. di nmn importante..

ayoko bukas,, ayoko mag-isa.. waa.. ayoko tlga.:( sna di na lang ko magcng bukas.. pwde bang the next day na ko magcng?!.. :(

gawd

2005-12-20T05:29:00.000-08:00

im wearing retainers. eyeglasses+retainer=geek.. taas lang nmn.. haha.. oh well.. so aun.. O_O.. yuckie xa.:|

huwat?

2005-12-18T02:55:00.001-08:00

ang boring ng buhay, wlang magawa.. pro ayoko ng maraming ginagawa.. gusto ko lang my konting gngwa.. ayoko ung napepressure, ayoko pang mamatay.. gusto kong pumasok pro gusto ko pag pumasok aq sa scul pagdating dito sa bahay wlang gagawin.. katulad nung sabi ni khristine.. pero kaylan naman kaya mangyayari un? di na cguro..

bakit puro gimik na lang ung nasa utak ng iba? di ko alm kung bakit sa hirap ng panahon ngayon eh nakukuha pa nilang gumimik, madami na ngang di nakakakain ng 3 beses sa isang araw..

marami na namang naka-unlim, pro wla aqng gana. nakakasawa na. pero, ewan ko.. ganito ko.. hanggang magpasukan na ulit.. kylan kya sasaya ung christmas eve ko?.. never pa ata nangyari un.. kylan kya sasaya?.. tanung ko lang. wla namang masama. pro iisa lang naman ang makakasagot nun. isa lang..

bkt kya naimbento mga libro?.. kundi rin naman natin makikita lahat ng sagot sa mga tanung naten?.. kgaya ngayon.. pro, ewan ko..

huwat?

2005-12-18T02:55:00.000-08:00

maligayang pasko at maniging bagong taon!

2005-12-17T22:56:00.000-08:00

last day na naman. 2wiks magpapahinga. pagkatapos ng imbiyernang buhay sa periodical exams ngayong wik. natapos na ang lahat.. heto parin aq!. eeek. maraming salamat sa lahat. kay mrs dela cruz sa pagyaya sa amin kumain at hindi nag-inspect ng gamit kanina, kay ayana testa sa iyng regalong c kingkang. kay michelle garcia sa iyong blue magic na mini stuff toy. kay maeka manlapaz at anhne solomon sa clip na inyong regalo. kay khristine del rosario sa iyong necklace na napacute(pink xa infeyrnezz!), kay elena doquenia sa iyong cd with i think 32 songs. kay francesca espiritu at kristine calantuan sa iyong candle crystal, kay ish margate sa nabunot kong exchange gift na pencil rack(cute xa infeyrnez my salamin pa! oh ha?! 2in1! san ka pa?), kay jo at botchie sa chocolates, kay pink caparas sa iyong lipgloss at clip din sa hair, kay anchelle sa green na necklace, kay mitzie madrid at trixie hermogenes sa inyong bracelets(dagdag sa koleksyon!), AT SA LAHAT2 NG TAO SA MUNDO! MARAMING SALAMAT!..sori sa mga hindi ko nabanggit.. hehehe di bale my gift naman din aq sa inio eh!..:)

hapi bday!

2005-12-08T18:59:00.000-08:00

hapi bday KIM portin kna!.. wahaha.. ate!.. nyahaha.. wla lang 3p ko lang mag-update.. wahaha..

ngayon.. kahapon pla---> dec. 7-- nagperiodical kme sa TLE.. nagluto kme.. ang sarap!.. pero epal. bad trip!.. migraine attack.O_O

ngayon na-->wla kme pasok!.. woohoo.. kakagawa ko lang ng assignment sa math.. pro my isa pa.. soc sci pa.. epal.. mmya na un.. mmyang gabi na!.. wahaha..:)

wla lang..

2005-11-19T06:01:00.000-08:00

nakatulog aq ngayong araw na to sa di cnasadyang pagkakataon.. oh yeh.. lalim! nag-ol aq kninang mga 2:30 pro pnatay ni papa ung kuryente djel my gngwa xa.. kya pinatay q naren ung computer.. naiwan q c kaye anne.. pro sabi q brb lng.. pro nag-sori na q.. pro okei lng daw un.. hindi big deal.. di nga nmn.. so un.. nagcng aq ng 6:30.. 2 hours lang nmn aq nahimbing..

nagcng aq kc ang dilim ng kwarto.. walang ilaw wlang aircon ni electric fan wla.. dahil nga maginaw ngayong araw na to.. kuntento na q.. sa wala. di q namalayan nakatabi q pla nanay q sa pagtulog q.. tinabihan pla nia q.. how sweet!..

balak kong mag-ol magdamag.. kso baka maging bangag aq bukas.. maaga pa nmn kaming magccmba.. wag na.. hanggang 10:40 lng q.. tumawad pa.. 10:30 lng dapat..

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2005-11-12T23:32:00.000-08:00

why do i always end up hating myself?

bakit gustong gusto q c ebe?

mga tanong na hindi q masagot.
kahapon, friday, tambak ang assignment. sabi nga ni sir a, ladies expect that i will give you homework every fri. kc maiksi lang ung quarter natin ngaun kya kylangan. hindi ko alam kung anong iba kapag maiksi at mahaba ang isang quarter. ewan q sakanila.

salamat kay Ma. Eury Shelley Silvestre dahil sinamahan nia q sa faculty kahapon hanggang matapos ko na lahat ng kylangang kuhanan ng pictures. Salamat!

sa wednesday na! sa wednesday na katapusan q! kuhanan na nmn ng rc. T_T bahala na!

ang ganda ng kuha q!.. nasa 2nd floor lng q nian!.. wahaha..

3p 3p

2005-11-08T02:39:00.000-08:00

trip trip, anu to tren?!.. biyernes ng umaga nung nakaraang linggo, pagmulat q boses ni ate ang una qng narining, anu daw?!,, WALANG DIAL TONE!.. ang ibig sabihin ba nun, WALANG INTERNET?!.. oo!,, oo ang sagot. friday hanggang kahapon walang kaming phone, walang internet. walang nag-text. isa lang, djel my itinanong aq kay kristine at sa huli nun my nakalagay na "pls reply, di kc aq maktawag sa inio wla kaming dial tone." xa, xa lang, meron pa pla. c kuya henry, anu daw?!, ewan. biyernes den, nagpunta kmi ng sm ng 10:30am. o db ang aga gumi-gimik na ang pamilya! nagpunta kmi dun pra mag-lunch. kumain kme sa super bowl, at co-incidence ho, nandun ang pamilyang maingay na lagi naming nakikita sa simbahan namen d2 sa subdivision.=) tinignan din namen kung ano ang showing na palabas na pwdeng mapanood, wlang maganda, my sassy girl na lang ung tagalog version. ang corny, diretso gateway kme, punta kagad sa sinehan. bumili ng ticket c inay, 120pesos isa, 3 lang naman kme dahil nagpagupit c itay.

360pesos lahat, aus na, simula na ang Deuce Bigalow, mejo bastos, pero ang benta ng palabas. walang nga lang kaming popcorn pang-aliw sa lalamunan namen. okei lang kaka-lunch pa lang namen. konti lang ung nanonood. xmpre!

nagpunta ulit kame ng sm pagkatapos manood, c papa, 3p bumili ng aircon, bumili nga, carrier. aq nmn bumili ng album ng sugarfree at soapdish. 250 isa, bali 500 lahat. limang araw q din tong allowance. limang araw din aqng di kakain.

sat-->tumambay d2 sa bahay. natulog, nanood ng little big star. hoi ayoko c sarah, gs2 ko lang makita c sam conception.

sun-->nagcmba at tumambay lang d2 sa bahay, tumunganga.

monday-->pasukan na. unang araw ng klase. malungkot. di ko alam kung baket. tulala aq tuwing break time. sa wakas napasalita rin nila q.

tues-->ngaun un. nag-quiz kme sa sci. 9/15. first quiz sa 3rd quarter. mababa, pipichugin pa lang ung topic namen matter, properties at states pa lang, panu pa kya sa iba. kaylangan q ng maghanda.. maghanda sa remedial.

blog?!

2005-11-03T21:23:00.000-08:00

teka, under construction pa kya toh?!.. aiwan!.. ang tagal kong ndi nag-blog, pro wla pa ring tatalo sa halos 3 linggo kong hindi pag gamit ng computer, at hindi xa nakaka-miss.

Oct. 29-->whut!.. family day!.. congrats i2, i6, ii1, ii4, iii6, iii5, iv4, iv6.. di q lang xur ung sa 3rd yir kung cla nga!.. oh well, congrats paren sameng mga kalahok!.. pnaghirapan di nmen un! nakakainis nga lang, kc sumakit ung paa q,, aba kc nmn hindi ba pwdeng magpalagay ng carpet cmula sa mga classrum namen papuntang covered court, nangamatis den ung paa q.. maaga rin aqng umuwi pagkatapos kong kumain umalis na kme, nagpunta ng sm, bumili ng kandila para sa araw ng patay, tumambay sa harap ng mcdonalds, nag-zagu, bumili ng capri.. window shopping.. e2 mga pix pra nmn maaliw kung cnu man tumitingin d2.

ate q, at aq.
c ejhaey at c abbey. na3pan q lang picturan, ang kyut kc tignan.
aq at c dannah.
c trixie na malungkot na naman.
c ate na nmn at aq. muka aq bruhilda. pawisan aq.
ang inay q at aq. kya q prin namang mag-smile kht na di na ko makalakad sa sobrang saket ng paa q.
c janina at aq. ang kyut tlga ni janina!=)

Oct. 30--> tumanga, nagpahinga, nagcmba, nagcomputer, nanood, nagtext, natulog, nag-grocery.. nakita q pa c jodie tañedo tsaka c chelene dela cruz sa cherry,, oops di kme close ni chelene. lumamon ng squid ball, siomai, at gulaman sa cherry!=)
isang stolen pic q na hindi q maintindhan kung bket kylangang kuhanan ni ate, napag3pan na nmn nia ang mabalahibo kong braso, sakanya rin nmn.

Oct. 31--> bday ng lola q!.. hapi bday!.. lola q yan sa father side.. teka, anu nga ba ginawa q nung araw na yan?, nagyaya ata ung mga pinsan q sa pampanga, nung una 3p qng sumama, pro sabe ko ky ate tinatamad na q, kc inaayos q pa profile ko tsaka ng ate ko sa friendster..

Nov. 1--> nagpunta ng pampanga, hindi aq nag-enjoy. pro panay ang tawa q djel sa tita q, tita cassandra daw at c tito uma!.. haha, benta!.. nagpunta sa cementeryo ng lolo q sa mader side, tumanga, nagdasal, kumain, nagtext, nakipagdakdakan sa mga pinsan q. nagpunta nmn kme sa bahay ng isa ko pang lola sa father side, nagpicture, nakipagdakdakan sa ate q, nag-text, kumain, nagpahinga, ngumiti.. uwin na.
aq at ang ate q. muka kaming galing sa pagawaan ng oil. djel ang oily na ng muka namen lalo na q!
woohoo.. nakasingit aq. ang tawa abot tenga! napulot namin yang batang yan, pinsan ata namen yan eh, wahehehe, d q lam kung anu pangalan nia.
ang tatay q!.. waw, graduate na c itay ng kolehiyo!.. panahon pa ata ng kopong kopong toh eh.
c jason at ako. pilit yan!

Nov. 2--> kahapon yan! tumanga lang den, ginawa ung assignments, tinawagan c carissa caparas pra sa aming isa-submit na pic s2rybuk sa nov. 7 monday!.. nag-soundtrip, tumawa, humalakhak.. 3 lang ang nagtext saken, ate q na katabi q, c ate bhe na pinsan, at c michelle na kaklase q na humingi lang ng kowts.

Nov. 3--> ngayon yan! aun, tumanga, 3 pa lang uhlet ang nagtetext, c kuya henry na guro ko sa gitara, c michelle na kaklase q, at ang aking ate na lagi qng savior djel paminsan xa lng tlga ang ngttxt saken. ngayon, nagcocomputer na q, nag-aus ng blog, tsaka friendster. ginawa ung sa pic s2ry buk. tapos mmya tatanga na nmn.

anung kaslanan ko?

2005-10-21T03:46:00.000-07:00

may kasalanan ba kong nagawa sa mundo? o wla lang talaga kong karapatang maging masaya?. tanong tanong tanong.. wla ba talaga kong makukuhang mga sagot?.

kahapon, ngayon, bukas.. pare-prehas lang.. walang pinagkaiba.. isa kong tangang nilalang na nabuhay d2 sa mundo. tanga tanga tanga!.. tama!.. wala namang araw na hindi aq nasabihan ng ganyang salita. isa talaga kong tanga!.. cmula sa panunumbat ng ate ko hanggang sa mga kaklase ko. tanga tlga!..

hindi ko alam kung anong tinatype ko, bsta alam ko e2 lang lumalabas sa utak ko. problemado.. mababang grades, panunumbat ng ate q, pagiging tanga ko, pagiging panget at tanga kong tao!.. inuulit ko, djel sa di q malamang dahilan. minsan ka na lang makaramdam ng pagmamahal sa isang tao, binabalewala pa. anu 2 mundong manhid. di ba cla marunong makiramdam!?.

ngayon, wla na.. wla na kong mggwa.. tapos na lahat!

anu bang kasalanan ko?

2005-10-21T03:44:00.000-07:00

nabuhay?

2005-10-16T03:57:00.001-07:00

naicpan ko lang ulit mag-blog sa di ko malamang dahilan. hindi ko peyborit ang kulay na pink, kinuha ko tong layout na to hindi dahil sa kulay kundi sa abstract na pinapakita nia. na-antig lang ako. =).

minaigraine na naman aq. 2 oras rin aqng nakahiga sa kwartong malamig. 5 minuto ring tumutulo ang luha q. dahil talaga nmng umiikot ang paningin q. bat ba kc nauso ung migraine.

nabuhay?

2005-10-16T03:57:00.000-07:00

distribution of cards..

2005-09-10T16:58:00.000-07:00

yesterday was our distribution of cards. ahekhekhek.. proud naman.. lecheh.. di aq os. pero ki lang.. ahekhek.. i know i cant!.. i didn't do my best.. =).. proud din nmn.. as i was said.. pos din nmn.. pwdeh na un!=) 83 was my lowest.. 89 was my highest..T_T lecheh.. my 83 pa kc eh.. pwde na sna eh.. kc lahat anu.. ephaaal! pro ki lng.. mrs. dc said to us..(pos) daaaaw.. we shud double our effort! anu un.. eh kung 12 aq natutulog tuwing my periodical ngaun di na ko matutulog.. waaaa.. wat d?!.. ayoko magkaron ng malaking eyebugs!.. eh un.. cge na.. till here..

nothing..

2005-09-10T06:55:00.000-07:00

nothing, i just want to update my blog. it's 10:07pm. i cant sleep. my parents was out. they went to makati shangrila. my sister, housemaid, and me were here in the house. my sister was sleeping already, ai texting pla.. haha.. aq, ala lng.. typing while playing an audio cd, song?.. babygirl.. haha.. senti b?.. feel q xa. trisha computed my average.. nangu2let eh.. hehehe.. 85.8.. grrr.. so mababa xa! c trisha un eh.. xmpre mababa sa paningin nia.. T_T wat d!..

haaii.. anu ba?.. anu kya pwde makwento.. aun.. ang wla kong kwentang buhay.. wla wla wla! i want to be onlyn.. okhei.. online until wee hours of the night.. natulog nmn aq kanina eh.. i already did my homework, i did memorize the rehiyons and its lalawigan for our quiz on tuesday.. 5hours q rin ung pinaghirapan..=) burn na ung kanta!.. hahaha.. wlaaaa lng..

ang wlang kwenta tlga ng buhay ko!=).. oki till here.. i'll try to upload pics sa photobucket.. then post it here..=) another vain pics!

i miss blogging!

2005-09-07T23:20:00.000-07:00

oh gawd i miss blogging, i miss my blog, i miss typing.. haha.. over na!.. nacra kc comp namen for a week.. so un.. i have many things to say. one is that.. my babytaz_gal07 account in YM hacked!.. nyc timing.. na-hack pa xa nung wla aqng magamit na comp!.. nyc one dude!.. kung cno ka man!.. lecheh! LOSER!

that hacker messaged the whole lists of my friends,, btw, i got 8 grups there and about 280 friends there.. saying na ung tita ko daw na sa ICU and i needed 3k for the hospital expenses or if none pasa load na lang.. doi.. GLOBE po aq!.. and naka-post paid pa q.. so panu un!.. tsaka im not one of those people na gn2 magsalita "pwde po ba ME mangutang?" bsta gumagamit daw xa ng "YOU" tsaka "me" hell!.. u pissed me off!.. i wasted my tears!.. bitch!.. thank God my friends are always there.. tnx to Victoria, Anchelle, Patricia Naling, Kwik, Keiko, ate Christine(ii4), Benjo, Erika, Star, Elena, Kristine.. and a lot.. lahat na!..

it was our palihan last september 1.. ahhh.. i think.. i forgot.. bsta.. we went to Erda-Sabana.. i thought wla aqng katabi that day sa bus.. but thanks to Kristine and Elena.. da best talaga kayo!.. mga ka-oi ko!.. wahehehehe.. daaaa beeeeeeeest!.. there are 15 childrens who are there in Sabana.. we thought they had 50+ kya we bought a lot of foods.. hehehe.. okhei lng.. the ratio is 3:1 so elena, kristine, and me.. hehehe.. aq namili nung makakainteract namen.. i chose Joemar!.. ahekhekhek!..=) kc wla lng.. napancn ko lng xa.. mukang mabait eih!.. but i said to them na ayoko ng makakainteract na boy.. kc baka di ko kayanin.. hehehe.. but i was wrong pla!=)

we played concentration, sos, etc.. dami niang tinuro samen na laro eh!.. hehe.. mga inocente!.. wahehehe.. aun.. we stayed there until 10:30am.. tapos balik stc. tapos we had our prayer service na nung hapon.. i had a speech!.. hahaha.. feeling!.. im the one who is assigned to read the introduction to the whole first yir.. hahaha.. nagkamali pa ko dun sa word na "pedagogical" kc i said "i4 peda....pedagogi....pedagogica.....pedagogical..." hahaha.. nakakahiya!.. hehehe.. tapos mrs. dc asked me to bring the uhmmm.. wat do u call that?.. bsta un.. to the religion eklat rum.. kso sarado.. dyahe.. i nid to go back pa ulit sa basement pra itanong kung san na lang dadalin.. aun.. sabi just leave it outside the religion eklot rum.. so un.. then... "dang".. bell na.. i rushed to ate christine.. actually nandun lng q sa rum.. ehehe.. sabi nia.. tamad nio talaga oh!.. w/c is actually true.. kc c victoria nagpunta den!.. hahahaha.. nyc one!=) kwentuhan kwntuhan.. sarap pla nila kakwentuhan.. i asked them pa kung nagmumura ba cla.. hahaha.. nyc.. ate christine told a story.. ung niece daw nia ang lupet magmura.. sabi nia "putangina!...." my kasunod pa kaso nakalimutan q na.. hahaha.. she made me laugh!.. *saludo!*

it was our reco naman namen last monday!.. i brought our digicam for the documentation.. and elena and kristine too.. hehe.. so here our some snap shots.. kristine, me, and elena.. sa likod ng retreat house.=)

kristine, aq, and elena ulet.. natatawa aq jan kya ganyan itsura q.. kc cla patricia eih.. pasawaiii!=)

kristine, aq, chekay!.. aba proud c francesca sa name tag ah!.. haha.. aq naman ung unggoy na nakasabit sa gate!..=) kunyari nageendorse ng bakal!=).. bili na!

chekay, aq, kristine, elena.

c avery at aq.

c ms ata nagpicture nitoh eih!

ung mga paper hands namen.. akin ung black tapos my green na beads.. as if kita ung beads!..=) pro akin ung black!..

hehehe.. ayan.. mdame pa.. kso tamad na q mag-upload sa photobucket!=)

half day!

2005-08-23T01:09:00.000-07:00

we're half day today!.. and uhh.. dyahe! sira ang aircon ni mang jardy! i was not able to join with my classmates in mcdo banawe coz i brought the lasts payments for our exposure trip tomorrow.. ahekhekhek.. then i need to get the bond paper for the class section and yir for the bus.. hella biiiiiitch! i asked anne to outline the yir and sec. using pencil pra trace q na lang. yey!.. big thnx to anhne!..=).. weee.. i enjoyed this day.. nakarating kmi ng commonwealth!.. kc hinatid namin ung dacanay sisters!.. uminit ang ulo ni kim ni germaine at ni ako dahil sa init ng panahon.. hoooooot!.. gawd.. ang traffic sa tandang sora!.. we're there for like 30 minutes without moving.. aii meron naman unti unti lng!.. ang iniiit!.. but wen we reached the commonwealth ave. aba nawala ang mga init ng ulo!.. aii teka.. hahahaha.. c germaine nag-alis pla ng blouse sa service tsaka mejo tinaas nia ung skirt nia.. kc naman! ang init!.. wrong timing masira ung aircon.. well okei lng.. it was fun!.. fun pa daw oh! hahahaha.. prang mga bagong gahasa!.. ohh sori for the term!.. kami un!.. after mang hardi brought dacanay sisters to their house.. we went to mcdo cammonwealth to ate our lunch!.. woohoo.. ren, jodz, and I ordered one piece chicken and xmpre rice.. while germaine ordered spaghetti!.. woohoo.. hapi bertdey to yuoh!.. hapi bertdey racielle!.. hehehe.. 11 kna.. db db? dalaga na!.. dalagita na! pro bgo kmi umalis nag-order ulit kmi ni germaine.. wahaha.. di kme nakuntento.. xmpre sunod cla!.. wahahaha.. na-tempt?!. c maki ung una naming hinatid!.. first time namin makikita ung haws nila.. except for germaine.. nakapunta na kc xa dun eih.. nung nag-sona daw last last yir!.. excited kmeeeee.. and uhh.. we're like prep s2dents who were shouting.. ngaun lng kmi naging excited ng ganito.. hahahaha.. kc c jodz 5 yirs na sa bus pro ngaun lng nia mkkita ung haws nila ren, tapos aq 3 yirs na pro ngaun pa lng den.. haha.. exciting!.. prooo.. poor us!.. we're not able to see it.. epal c mang hardi!.. habang bumababa c ren umaandar ung service e di nia pinasok dun sa maliit na daanan kc kylangan pa maglakad ni ren.. di rin namin nakita.. madrama ung paghihiwalay namen.. like this.. jodie and kim were holding the hands of ren while the bus... umaandar!.. walang pakundangan!.. muka kaming kinuha ng DSWD!.. sabi ni kim kulang na lang daw umuulan tapos umiiyak kme.. c germaine humahalakhak!.. "hahahahahaha" with matching papalo-palo pa sa windows nung service!.. ahehehehe.. haaaii,, arrived here at house at 3.. need to do pa ung yir and sec for the bus 2m..

uki til hir!.. =).

qc day!

2005-08-19T22:33:00.000-07:00

ating ipnagdiriwang ang kaarawan ni manuel l. quezon ngayong araw na ito. kya dapat nating tangkilikin ang sariling atin!.. at kuneksyon?.. wla lng nmn.. seg naman noong nakaraang huwebes at mayroon lamang kaming tatlumpu't limang minutong inilaad bawat asignatura(tma ba?!) siya nga pla.. ang aking seg ay "media watch: beware.. be aware!" ahekhekhek! nagkaroon kami na tinatawag na "song analysis" kumbaga sa tagalog ay pagaanalohiya ng mga kanta.. at alam nio ba ang kantang "time after time"? isa un sa mga sikat na kanta nung unang panahon.. dyok!.. bsta noon.. iyon pla ay isang kanta 2ngkol sa patay.. oo!.. ndi naman diretsang sa patay.. may kinalaman lng.. e2 ang lyriko at aking ipaliliwanag

Uncle Kracker - Time After Time
Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick, And I think of you Caught up in circles confusionIs nothing new Flashback warm nights Almost left behind Suitcases of memories, Time after
Sometimes you picture me And I'm walking too far ahead You're calling to me, and I can't hear What you've said Then you say go slow I fall behind The second hand unwinds
If you're lost you can look and you will find me Time after timeIf you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting Time after time
If you're lost you can look and you will find me Time after timeIf you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting Time after time
After my picture fades and darkness has Turned to gray Watching through windows you're wondering If I'm OK Secrets stolen from deep inside The drum beats out of time
If you're lost you can look and you will find me Time after time If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting Time after time
You said go slow I fall behind The second hand unwinds
If you're lost you can look and you will find me Time after timeIf you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting Time after time
If you're lost you can look and you will find me Time after timeIf you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting Time after time
Time after time Time after time Time after time

ayan na.. kapag binasa mo ung unang part e di mo pa xa mahahalata.. love song pa xa kumbaga na ang persona(nagsasalita sa tula) ay iniicp ang kanyang mahal at ang kanya lamang naririnig ay ang orasan.. may mababasa rin kayo doong "suitcases of memories" anu nga ba ang ibig sabihin nun?.. ang ibig sabihin nun ay mga alaala nung nakaraan memories nga.. "flash back warm nights" parang gustong ibalik ang mga gabing sandali ng siguro ay magkasama pa silang dalawa.. "Sometimes you picture me And I'm walking too far ahead You're calling to me, and I can't hear What you've said Then you say go slow I fall behind The second hand unwinds" tinatawag xa ngunit hindi nia marinig.. maxado na xang malayo sakaniang kinalalagyan.. "dahan dahan lang" ang sabi nia.. nahulog at nawala patalikod.. "After my picture fades and darkness has Turned to gray Watching through windows you're wondering If I'm OK" anu nga ba ang ibig sabihin ng ang mga litrato ay nagiging kulay gray na buhat sa kulay na itim?.. gray---db ito'y nagsisimbolo ng walang buhay. kapag ang kulay ng isang bagay ay gray maaaring ito'y wla nang buhay o patay na.. "watching through the windows you're wondering if im ok" windows----casket!.. hindi ba tma.. nung una.. kya hindi nia marinig ang tawag nia dahil kulong ang kanyang pinaglalagyan my windows na kung saan xa ang sinisilip.. nagtatanong kung ok lng ba xa?.. hindi nga ba talaga nia makita o nagbubulagbulagan lang xa..=(

ang kantang burn pla (do you wanna be a poet?...... i want you to burn, burn for me baby like a candle in the night) ay isang devil's song.. hindi ko na ilalagay ang lyriko.. pro ipapaliwanag ko parin.. hindi ba sinasabi sa kantang iyon ay parang gagawin nia ang lahat ng gusto nia kapalit ng kanyang kaluluwa "burn for me baby" kahit na ito'y masama "do you wanna be a sinner?" parang lahat ng gagawin nia ang kapalit ay ang kanyang kaluluwa.. tma db!?

ilan lang yan sa mga kantang aming natalakay.. marami pa kso tinatamad na ko.. palihan namin kahapon.. at nanood kmi ng "Patch Adams" starring Robin Williams.. maganda xa.. magaling!.. nakakawindang dahil ako parin ang nagbebell kc absent c ate christine!.. pro ok lng nmn sakin.. at for the 2nd time.. nag-ring aq ng bell nung flag retreat.. sunod sunod na "kring kring kring kring" dahil nawawala ang tape at hindi nmn mapuntahan ni victoria c ate kara dahil palihan rin nila at nasa imc cla tapos time na.. so baka ma-late pa!.. tamang desisyon!..

ngayon ay walang pasok!.. pero ako'y gumawa ng aking mga takdang aralin kagabi habang nagtetext!.. jaran!.. ahekhekhek.. at ngayon ay naglipat aq ng notes at gagawa rin ako ng proyekto ko sa religion!.. ahekhekhek.. tapos bukas ay sa cae.. kung meron pang tym mamayang gabi na rin.. so aun.. may i-xexare pla aqng pix!..

sa mcdo.. blurred xa.. galing kay ate marei.. naki-copy lng.. ahekhekhek.. (l-r) anhne, aq, ren, kim, jodz..

moonlight over novaliches.. sa rooftop nila ate marei na kinopy q lng den!.. ahekhekhek.. maraming salamat ate marei sa iyong pagsuporta!.. dyok dyok!..

2005-08-14T07:10:00.000-07:00

1st periodical exams is now over.. aaaaand.. there's nothing to rejoice with. im expecting low grades this first quarter.. obviously!.. =(.. i hate this day.. not rily pla.. kc nmn.. we have this one altar boy sitting in front beside the column of our pew.. knina.. he kept on luking at me.. lyk.. hey, blah blah blah!.. and when i luk at him he kept on raising his head and then smile.. pinipilit niang hindi.. =P.. weeehh!.. he's lyk a grade 4 student.. wahaha.. i have a crush on this boy den.. sitting in front of us.. he's like a grade 3 student!.. nooo.. im telling the truth.. he's younger than me.. he's still a baby.. cutie..=)).. ow well.. till here.. moooooom w8.. dont kick me.. haha.. okhei.. sssshh.. nid 2go.. err..

2005-07-31T00:08:00.000-07:00

got a new chucks wahehe.. wlaaa lang.. ok so till here.. got more assgnments to do.=)

2005-07-29T05:54:00.000-07:00

wla na.. puro na ko kalokohan, papatawag na rents q sa scul oh well di lng nmn aq.. hahaha.. 1/3 ng class. hehehehe.. lagots.. gusto ko ng magpataba.. tuloooooong! may kowt pla q na gusto ko i-share at ito un.. "i love you like a friend really should but now i love you more than a friend would." ganda noh?.. u cgi til here.=)

ultimate crammer queen!

2005-07-25T23:13:00.000-07:00

we had a music session last friday after our classes. til 4:20pm. my mom fetch at 5:00pm.. haha.. thank god nandun pa c abbey tsaka c laraine.. we went to sm to buy our food.. i mean for a week.. grocery ba?.. we arrive at 8:30pm. Saturday morning, again and again.. my mom is cleaning our house.. maxado xang maselan.. haai.. oh well.. i did my rythmic composition in music.. it was our project for first quarter.. so un.. til 2:30.. 2 hours q ata ginagawa un.. haha.. right after im done doing that.. eury called in our house.. nakipag-usap bout our speech, homeworks, projects, etc.. haha.. parehas pla kming wlang maintindihan sa music!.. haha.. major scale eklat!.. wateber!.. loser!.. computer!.. butter!.. screen saver!.. after i finished using d fone.. yeahboi.. direcho higa!.. ang saraaaaaap matulog.. i waked up at 4:30pm.. c ate kc pineplay nia ung ni-record q sa fone q na song tapos sinend pa nia sa fone ni mama as mms.. epal!.. laki na nmn ng bill q nian. aun.. niwei.. we went to national bookstore congressional to buy some stuffs of mine and c ate pla..

i bought a friendship, native bracelets.. here oh! hehehe.. with lollipops pa!.. bigay lang ni ate ung lollipops.. kc pla hiningi q.. aun.. haha.. steeeg.. un cgi.. till here.. nuod pa q ng sona ni GMA!.. haha.. oh well.. assignment!

LTS

2005-07-18T22:02:00.000-07:00

t'was our leadership training last sat til yesterday. yeahboi, first i thought crap another boring day.. but NO!.. big NO NO! it was load of fun nd excitement!.. pagdating q pa lang sa scul ah my feeling aq na parang masaya to!.. haha.. and uh.. aun.. at 7:30 in the morning the service group checked our bags then we proceed to the presentation of our cheerings.. and then.. uh.. we had our snacks.. carbonara and juice.. okai lng.. pwde na!.. haha..

then we proceed to our venues.. nasa conference room kme.. masaya xa.. we made our symbols for ourselves na para daw kapag nakita mo ung isang bagay malalaman mo na c.. kunyari "ah sunset c erika yan".. un.. haha.. til lunch nandun kme.. tapos at 12:30 lunch na.. adobo ung fud.. pwde na ulet.. then.. we proceed again to our own venues.. xmpre du ulet kme sa conference room.. we have this activity called "knowing ourselves" aun.. and picture taking.. hehehe.. then proceed to imc 3.. we watched the movie 'Dave' ohh yeah!.. haha.. til 7:30 i think.. 7:30pm na ata natapos ung movie.. good thing i brought my jacket with me.. sobrang malamig na kc nung bandang gabi na.. and aun.. we had our dinner.. jollibee.. yup. 1 piece chicken.. haha.. nakakabitin.. pro pwde na!ü then we had our practice for another presentation at 9:30pm.. dun sa bonfire activity.. haha.. role play ung amin.. haha.. pwde na.. un nga lang di pang-best actress.. pro pwdeng ipagmalaki!.. blehh.. natapos na ung bonfire activity ng 12:30.. aii grr.. sobrang sleepy na q!.. namumula na un eyes q nun.. pro.. matatag pa rin.. at kylangan magpaka-hyper pra magising.. then.. uh.. yeah crap.. di aq nakaligo nung gabi.. hilamos lng.. pro at least dalawang beses aq nakapaghilamos.. tapos binasa ko na lang ung hair.. kc nga amoy usok dun sa bonfire.. ang uh.. haha..i forgot naligo pla q.. un nga lang sa pawis!.. eew.. haha.. doink!.. after ko maghilamos nag-body spray na lang q!.. tnx to my ninang.. then after nun.. namomroblema aq.. i dunno wat to do.. kc nga di ko mapagkasya ung gamit ko dun sa dala kong bag.. kc naman.. bag pack lang ung dala q.. and uh.. craaaaap!.. di na tlga xa magkasya.. di pa ko makatulog dahil ang lamig sa imc.. nag-ice ata ung feet q eh.. haha.. manipis kc ung sarong eh.. tapos punong-puno pa ng beads.. aii grabe ang sakit sa katawan..

5:00 ginicng na kme nila kuya tan.. ang aga.. bad 3p.. isang bulong lang nagcng na kming lahat.. haha.. halatang mababaw ung mga tulog! then.. we had our shibashi its a prayer using ur body.. aun.. 30 minutes ata un.. nakakaantok pa tlga un.. tapos after nun.. ms pangan told us to fix our things pra daw pag nagpunta na sa community e baka ndi na nmin maaus ung gamit.. so un.. nagayos na ko.. tapos naghilamos.. tapos we ate our breakfast.. jolibbee ulit.. tapa w/ egg.. and hot chocolate.. den after nun.. di parin kme makaligo.. wla kcng tubig!.. crap!.. no choice dun sa faucet sa may first floor.. dun aq naghugas ng hair, gud thing my dala c aya na shampoo na nsa bote.. ang hirap nung akin.. sa my sachet di ko mabuksan.. aun.. fresh na!.. haha.. tapos orientation na for GK.. then after.. we went to GK na.. we had our passing of bricks.. nakaka-uhaw.. naki-inom na lang q dun ky anne.. kc actually di talaga aq umiinom ng soft drinks.. eh xmpre no choice nauuhaw na ko.. then andun c ate kara.. she asked kung gusto daw namin maki-tungga.. sabi nila anne "ndi po bibili na lang kmi".. sabi nia "cge kyo sayang ung pera nio".. hehehe.. eh kc nmn alm namen maraming uminom dun.. haha.. aun.. after nun.. balik stc ulet.. we had our prayer service and we sang humayo't ihayag.. yehhss.. natapos den.. i'll miss my grupmates.. A-D-V-O-C-A-C-Y!

2005-07-08T05:32:00.000-07:00

hala.. they greeted me!.. o.. my cuz, and tita.. kaso ung isa qng mahal na tita knina lang.. okai lng ulit. nasa scul aq nung nag-text.. xmpre reply nmn aq kagad. washroom muna. mahirap na pag sa classroom madami maxadong dumadaan. haha.. saya. mcdo banawe na nmn kme. dismissal.. sound 3p. mymp. naka-record sa celfone q. nyc. addicted ang buskada. wlaaaaa lang. mukang ewan c abe. nagtext sa classrum saken miss na daw nia kme. hala ayan. ang napapala ng mga.. ahem. wlang ginawa kundi. un. =).. peace out! okai til here.. byebye.

bday.

2005-07-07T04:40:00.000-07:00

its my bday today. guess wat?.. walang bumati saken sa family q. hehehe. saya no?.. hihihi.. okai lang un. mom, dad q lng. bsta okai lang. greet naman aq ng friends q e. and uhmm.. haha.. c avery.. i borrowed her book Tuesdays with Morrie she attached a letter there that wen u open the book ul already read.. and she said.. "Dear Erika, happy birthday!!!..... yes naman teenager na cya hehehe...=) hope you'll enjoy reading this book=)... study hard... matalino ka nmn eh... (weh...) you are unique and special person (yes nmn!...) oh sige tama na ang puri baka hindi ka na makatulog eih... =) basta mag-aral ka ng mabuti =)!!!=)!!!=)!!!=) wabyah friend!
avery=)
07/06/05
8:49pm (hehe!) =)

puro smiley!.. haha.. aun.. tsaka c carissa naman.. via text message.. pero kahapon pa un.. tsaka c ayana and martin.. via text din.. aun.. masaya.. kc ung iba kong classmate nagpunta pa sa classroom pra i-greet aq.. haha.. nyc one!.. geh till here!..

july rux!

2005-07-02T19:45:00.000-07:00

its already july!.. oh god, my bday is near.. yesterday, my tita, 9yrs old cuz, and my tito arrived here in the phil. yes.. haha.. kaso i was not able to talk to them nor see them. i fell asleep. im tired, im exhausted, i have colds, im not feeling well.. they arrived at 11:20pm but 12:20 na ata cla nakalabas ng NAIA.. haai.. aun. haha.. m.. ma.... martin texted me yesterday a quote.. chuchuchu eklat eklat.. wow!.. first tym!.. hihihi.. wlaaa lng.. aun..

uhmm.. got so many assignments to do, buk report, tula para sa filipino, read my buk report, integers math(oh god i left my book!), quiz in english on monday, practical test in music, peh index card, science lab apparatus, science quiz, english quiz ulet sa friday(advance sinasabi eh).. haaai.. etc!.. im waisted. i dunno wat will i do first!..

kk till here.. greet nio ko sa 7!.. hahaha.. maxado aqng excited.. hapi bday to marga!.. tom na!.. nax teenager!.. magpatangkad ka na!.. haha.. hapi bday din pla kay ate badeth!.. 15 ka na!.. wow ang tanda mo na!.. hehehe.. ngaun bday nia!.. aun.. hapi bday sa lahat ng may bday ng july!.. =)

ilovemyfriends!

2005-06-28T04:18:00.000-07:00

wla lng. mahal ko cla. cant you see? haha.. oh well, im sick. it sucks. my rents dont know it. but my sister knows it, my friends too. see, love ko talaga cla. sana love rin nila ko. db db?.. waaa. di ko na kya. i have to wear my eyeglasses. oh yuh, crap. i have 50/50 eyesight!.. dont you know?.. of course u dont!.. m not wearing my ayeglasses since i entered grade 6. and now, oh boi. im a hs freshie. and still i dont want to wear it!.. oh god. bket ba?. sbi ni ate bagay daw saken. ah ndi pranka ah!.. in some other way.. niwiez bagay nga nmn saken. kso ayaw ko lng tlga. ang nerd ng itsura eh.

i have fever?.. meron ba?.. basta im not feeling well. lihim lang toh!.. ayoko mag-absent!.. nahihilo na q. sabi ni kim sa mata ko na daw toh. grr, ayoko nga i-suot!. baka wla ng pumansin saken!.. hahaha. "dude, tingnan mo si erika naka-eyeglasses na!" ahhh.. shet!.. never!. sakit ng katawan ko.. lintek na peh yan. ang hirap. crap, we shud do push ups for like a minute!.. yuh, iksi lng ng tym pro grrr.. nakakapagod!..

uhh.. my mom.. my mom.. my mom.. my mom is screaming at me.. thank god di nia nababasa toh!.. ohhh.. papunta na xa d2.. andito na xa.. harhar.. wehh.. wla nmn aqng assgnments eh.. payagan nio na ko.. paminsan lang toh.. paminsan lang toh.. everyday lng toh.. hahaha.. so need to go.. need to rest.. byebye..

bad ka! bad aq!

2005-06-25T23:17:00.000-07:00

bad aq!.. bat ganun?.. sa huli mo na talaga mari-realize na ung mga ginawa mo.. sobrang bad na!.. know wat i mean.. jodz nd maki!.. i dont have the right to judge a person na hindi ko pa nmn maxadong kilala and sa pic ko pa lang nakikita. nag-judge na aq kagad ng tao pero hindi ko pa nmn xa nakikilala in person, ni hindi ko pa nga nakakausap o nakita man lang. xempre erika, kya nga niya mahal un eh. kc cguro mabait xa, di tulad mo!.. god, sana maging cla na!.

db tama aq, kapag mahal mo isang tao papalayain mo xa at ibibigay kung kanino man xa magiging masaya.. dahil hindi mo pwedeng ipaglaban ang isang relationship kung mag-isa ka lang na nakikipaglaban?.. db?.. tama un..

niweiz ndi i2 pra sa isang taong mahal ko, pra to sa isang kaibigan ko na nagmamahal na palihim. yea, ung mahal nia, minahal ko!.. pro sandali lng un!.=p

teka, pano ba magmahal ng isang girl friend?.. haha.. ala lang.. na-conscious aq.. there's this one topic sa teentalk na aun nga.. she thinks she had fallen in love with her girl friend but she's saying na hindi nmn daw xa lesbian.. i can relate to this topic xe nmn all girls scul din nmn po aq nag-aaral. but im not saying na na-in love aq sa friend ko.. haha.. wierdo!.. bsta un.. cguro di nmn talaga daw xa in love kc cguro she's loving the personality of her friend.. na un daw cguro ung hinahanap nia sa guy kya daw nia naicp un.. and uh!.. etc!

tsaka db pag-na inlove ka mahal mo tlga xa.. haha.. ang wierdo tlga!.. i mean kze gnito.. un na nga.. pra nga din nangyayari saken un.. un.. dun sa topic na nabanggit ko!.. pero sabi nila.. nung iba kong friends na.. spoiled daw un.. and mayabang!.. uhh.. wla na aqng pakialam dun.. one thing, di nmn nila alm eh!.. so un.. kylangan ko lng talagang ilabas toh!.. hahaha.. wla nmn aqng mapagsabihan nto eh.. kya.. hyaan nio na q.. pro kya nga tayo nagmamahal dahil sa ugali nia db? sasamahan natin xa hanggang sa huli.. hanggang sa ma-realize nia na mali xa.. ipapaalam natin na hindi xa nag-iisa at lagi kang nanjan sa tabi nia.. hanggang sa mawala na ang lahat at matira na lang ung mga memories nio?.. db?.. at least.. meron kayong memories sa isa't isa.. dahil sa pagkakaalam ko walang future ang mga ganun.. db?..

pro i want to say this.. my mahal tlga q ngayn.. kso ewan.. imposible nmn na ganun din ung tingin nia saken.. my future ba?.. haha.. pero ayoko tlga magkaron ng comitment.. yuck.. xmpre ang bata ko pa!.. haha.. pro karamihan kc sa scul mga mature na mag-icp eh.. alm mo un.. puro lab ung nasa icp.. love.. love... and love... nakakapagod na minsan.. ndi mo alm kung love nga ba ung nararamdaman moo na-infatuate ka lng.. pero ayoko talagang magmadali.. hahaha.. isipin nio lang.. wala pa kong lovelife na pwde kong makwento sa inio ngaun pro sa oras na dumating un at pinabasa na sakin ni God.. mamamatay kayo sa kilig!.. =p

palihan tom!

2005-06-22T04:18:00.000-07:00

no assignments, projects, quizzes allowed!.. dang!.. bullsh*t!.. hahahaha.. joke!.. wala daw flair pants oh!.. epal.. makita ko lng bukas e naka-flair pants lahat!.. hahaha.. di na nasanay stc!.. hahaha.. dare to break the rules!

hapi father's day!

2005-06-19T00:07:00.000-07:00

ohhhh.. its father's day today!.. bad!.. imma bad daughtie!.. i didn't greet my dad!.. ='(.. nahihiya kc aq eh!.. oh well, hapi father's day pa!.. =).. we celebrated father's day yesterday!.. we ate our dinner at causeway!.. haaii.. its simple.. i remembered how we celebrated father's day last yir.. we went to tagaytay and checked in at taal vista where u can view the taal volcano!.. waaaaaa.. =((.. i missed that moment..

oh well,, hindi ito ang tym para mag-drama.. monday na nmn.. grr.. im xcited though a bit nervous.. i dunno y.. ohh yea.. its because of our seg.. baka kc wla aqng friends sa mga higher levels na ksama q.. haii.. yea, i admit its my fault!.. hindi ka kc nag-try sa badminton or sa dulaan!.. crap!..

im very tired being a freshman s2dent.. wat more for sophomore, junior, and senior!.. i miss hanging out with my friends every after our dismissal, our "kwentuhan" moment.. and lakad jan lakad dun.. hahaha.. i missed being a grade school student.. oh well, i guess im just missing being a kid.. now, wala na!.. after dismissal, labas kagad.. pagdating sa service its either matutulog ka or tutunganga.. yea.. di aq talkative pagdating sa bus coz of lourdesians.. im not comfortable with 'em.. also, i want being with my friends.. our corny jokes we shared together every lunch.. ngayon,, ala na. nakatunganga sa harap ng manual bell habang hinihintay mag time.. patay kc pag nahuli.. lagooot na kay ms. saci!..

my joke pla ko.. galing kay kuya ralph.. kuya ng ex-classmate q nun..

Q: ano ang imporatanteng importante ginagawa dapat sa umaga?
A: 1. pray to God so that you may live
2. shower so that others may live!..

hahahaha.. tym to go! need to study!

3rd wik na!

2005-06-18T20:44:00.000-07:00

ala!.. 3rd wik na ng scul namen sa monday!.. ang bilis.. tapos bday qna rin!.. hahahaha.. grit nio ko!.. sa 0707 ah!.. oh well.. bday din kahapon ni mirinisa!.. 13 kna!.. nakx.. dalagita na!.. teenager na ang loka!.. naman!.. uiii.. inpeyrnes aq pa unang nag-greet sakania sa classrum kahapon!.. kundi pa dun sa wrist watch nia e ndi ko maaalala!.. haha.. my projects na kme!.. errr.. nakakatamad gwin!.. ahh bsta!.. tinatamad aq.. di ko rin alm kung anong seg q!..

hala!.. pambihirang buhay tlga!.. naturingan pa nmn aqng walang talent sa kahit ano!.. bat ba ganon?.. ='( .. okei lng yan! mag yfc kna lng!.. hala!.. ang banal ng bruha oh!.. bahala na tlga c batman!.. aiun!.. cgeee..

lupeeet!

2005-06-11T19:03:00.000-07:00

nakaka-praning ang daming homeworks!.. nakakaloka na!.. di ko alm kung ano uunahin ko.. pro xmpre ito muna!.. hahaha.. nyc one!.. ayoko naman tumanda no!.. haha.. doiNk!.. as if.. pero di aq nageenjoy.. ewan.. nakaka-stress.. first meal ko e dinner na!.. payat na nga aq eh.. anu pa kyang mangyayari saken!.. haha!.. aun till here! =)

too lazy to update! =p

2005-05-29T00:12:00.000-07:00

^^some of our pix.. sa angeles, pampanga (fontana)

tamad aq mag-update!.. hahaha.. o chigeh.. nxt 50 yirs na ulet aq mag-uupdate!.. haha

some of my recent pix!

2005-05-17T23:48:00.000-07:00

graduation pictures! (03*31*05)

our school gym(calamba)

i dont want!

2005-05-17T23:31:00.000-07:00

dont want to have an enemy!.. sheesh!.. its my new year's resolution.. though para saken hindi ko xa kaaway xmpre ayoko ng may naiinis saken or watevur!.. haaii.. actually di ko tlga alm kung anu nagawa ko but i want to apologize(actually nag-apologize na ko) ewn ko lng kung tatanggapin nia.. xa na lang bahala..=(

haaii.. i know my section na pla.. i3.. haha.. di ko feel.. ewn.. bsta may pumapasok sa icp ko pag ung section eh 3.. un na un.. pero hapi naman aq.. classmate ko c avery.. yey!.. masaya toh!.. haha.. binalita lng saken ni marikris un.. i1 xa.. sayang di kami classmate.. c jodie tsaka c kim classmates!.. haha.. ala lng..

i luuuuuuurve *15* wahahaha.. ang saya!.. woohoo.. ang babaw ng kaligayahan ng bata oh!.. haha.. wala aqng magawa kaya update na lng ko ng blog.. since tagal na rin pla q di naga-update..

wla na pla c ate tina(our house maid).. haaii.. kya salit-salitan kme ni ate ng paghuhugas ng plates(counter: 1 glass had been broken coz of ur carelessness!) whoi.. lantad na.. bkt kaya ko nakabasag?!.. ehh sanay nmn aq maghugas ng mga babasagin na kung anu-ano.. naglaba rin pla ko kanina!.. yes!!.. naglalaba po aq.. ang bango nung huli kong nilagay sa damit.. parang cologne.. ang bango talaga.. so un.. sana bumalik c ate tina bago mag-pasukan.. sana may pasalubong xa from bacolod!.. yeee im craving for butterscotch!

pinasok kame.. pinasok kme... pinasok kme ng..... PUSA!.. hahaha.. nagkalat ung pusa.. ginawang plato ang aming sasakyan.. haha.. buti na lng hindi ung ford namen ung naganun.. kundi!.. lagoooot samen!.. haha.. lungkot d2 sa bahay coz dalawa lng kme ng ate ko araw araw.. pro may 8 days leave pla c mama.. so un.. punta ata kme ng puerto galera.. para maghabol ng summer!.. inggit cla tita reeeeemy!.. haha

so un.. till here..

updating..

2005-05-09T20:38:00.000-07:00

thank to ate KYM!..
^danda ba?!.. ala lng.. tagal ko na di nakapag-blog ah.. hehe.. since may 4.. last update q pla was may 3.. tagal na pla.. oh well..

may 4--> masaya.. mejo maaga ata aq nagcng that day.. may ym na c kim tsaka c martin.. ka-chat q cla nung hapon.. ala lng.. tapos nood t.v. tsaka ttalk..

may 5--> wla aqng matandaan.. nakalimutan ko na!.. haha.. un..

may 6--> friday.. isa lng natatandaan ko.. naka-text ko c boe!.. un..

may 7--> masaya.. well nandun po kc kme sa haus ng tita ko.. bday kc nung lola ko e.. un.. masaia.. ang hyper ni jen.. hehe.. picture picture.. un.. 10pm na kme nakadating d2 sa haus.. dme pa fud na pinadala..

may 8--> mother's day!.. nag-simba lng kme.. tapos umuwi na.. kc may pupuntahan cla mama na kasal eh.. ganda ng timing noh?!.. mother's day pa talaga.. kaya naiwan lng kme ng ate ko d2 sa bahay.. tapos nagpa-deliver pla cla mama ng greenwich d2 sa bahay.. kya un.. family daw ba ung inorder.. di namen naubos.. hehe.. un.. mejo sad.. pro okei na den..

un.. cge til here..

mixed emotions

2005-05-03T03:01:00.000-07:00

thanks to Aura!
aye!.. nothing to do, that's y im updating my blog again.. yesterday we went to antipolo chuch, pina-bless ung isa naming car.. kc lagi daw nagagasgasan.. haha.. nasa driber lng yan! ang booring nagpunta kme dun pra magcmba tsaka un nga magpa-bless, tapos umuwi na kme.. mejo maaga nga aqng nakatulog last nyt,, napagod lng cguro aq,, inpeyrness 11 hours and 30minutes ung tulog ko.. pwde na!.. hehe..

pag gcng ko kita ko cp ko, aba nmn!.. 1 new message, woah!.. langya!.. sms lng pla!.. pro di pa un!.. wag ka!.. palabas na sna ko ng rum ng biglang toooot ang cell ko tumunog!.. xempre naicp ko, cnu nmn kya un, so bumalik aq, oh si kim pla,, tinatanong ung id ko sa ym!.. so cnabi ko na.. sabi ko ol xa mmya, pro sabi nia di daw pwde la daw internet card!.. ahh cge nxt tym na lng.. sabi nia add na din daw aq ni martin(yihh..) sabi ko!.. SUREü! tapos un!.. late na pla q nakaligo kc may binasa pa ko na storya sa teentalk!.. ui danda nun,, nakaka-relate aq!.. hehe.. kya un.. ang boring tlga.. knina nag-text c benj(taga-lourdes daw na hinulaan lng daw ung # ko) ng hi!.. haaii,, ang boring nga tlga ng buhay!.. sana mag may 19 na!.. para enrollment na namen!.. wla lng..

nung isang araw pla nung nagpunta kme ng gateway i saw anne solomon.. scul mate ko.. nagulat nga aq e,, hehe eon.. after nun punta naman kme ng sm,, pra mag-zagu.. astig tlga ng pamilya ko ngpupunta ng sm pra mag-zagu!.. haha.. sa sm punta kme ng appliance center nagtanong lng kme ng ate ko kung anu na ung price ng mp3 were planning to buy a cheap one!.. hehe.. oh well,, pwde na ung 3000k ayt?!.. hehe.. ero nxt tym nlng.. tapos nung paalis na kme.. aba nmn may nagkakamali pang kambal daw kme ng ate ko!.. sus la pa nga ata ako sa kalingkinan ng ganda nia e.. kc aq nmn ung klse ng tao na di pancnin kabaliktaran nmn sakania un!.. wla lng na-xare!.. tapos nag-grocery kme.. isa pa toh!.. ung isang salesboy dun sabe.. "ms kambal kau" xmpre sabi ko "nde" in a gentle voice nmn!.. tapos sabi nia "ahh kc magkamuka kau e" un umalis na q.. hehe.. tapos sabi nung isa nilang kasama "ito mukang tanga xmpre magkapatid un kya magkamuka" nag-smile na lng aq!.. hehe..

ohh yeah!.. ang boring tlga.. cge cge.. teentalk muna q!.. hehe

blah blah blah!

2005-05-02T17:00:00.000-07:00

waaaa.. pangalawa ko na toh!.. nag-hang ung comp namen!.. kainis ang haba ng na-type ko kanina e.. haaii.. oh well, dats life! ulet ako ulit!

april 27--> wla lng.. d2 sa bahay!.. ol ng umaga.. boooring.. kya ttalk na lng!
april 28--> wedding anniversary of my mom and dad.. yeehee.. hapi!.. sbarro rox!.. naglinis pla ko ng kwart nitoh1.. haha.. ang sipag noh?!.. paminsan lang yan!=D nag-seat-ups pla ko nung umaga.. omg.. 50 un ah!.. haha.. at least kya ko na! kc dati mga 40 lng kaya ko!.. haha
april 29--> friday na!.. ang bilis talaga ng panahon!.. anu bang gnwa ko nitong araw na toh?!.. ah un.. nag-seat-ups ulit aq.. take not!.. 50 ulit un!.. haha.. tapos nag-linis ulit aq ng kwarto!.. bkt kya ang sipag ko?!.. hahaha.. pro epal tong araw na toh!.. kc nmn nagkaroon aq!.. haai..
april 30--> uhmm.. isa pa 2ng epal!.. ang sakit ng puson ko nung umaga!.. epal talaga!.. pag gcng ko.. nahihilo na ko.. oh well,, i guess dahil sa period ko!.. malamang! tapos in peyrness.. gumanda nmn din araw ko e.. i met boe.. he's very nyc to me!.. di nang-iiwan sa ym!.. di katulad ni... ni... secret! bahala xa!.. haha.. he's gentleman!.. he even gave his # to me!.. wahaha.. may insan daw xa sa stc!.. oh well,, mahanap nga!..
may 1--> oh well punta kme ng gateway1.. kakapagod.. nag-window shopping lng nmn.. lang kwenta!.. haha

cge cge.. til here.. got to eat my breakfast!

bored! =p

2005-04-26T20:31:00.000-07:00

haaii.. wlang nanyari saken kahapon!.. waaa.. xempre bulok na ko d2 sa bahay.. walang ginawa kundi manood ng tv tsaka mag-computer.. un lang naman e.. tapos kung may inutos ung parents ko na kaylangan kong gawin xempre gagawin ko..

nagising aq ng 9:00.. nagsalamin.. nagsuklay.. nanood ng tv.. tapos kumain na.. almusal ko.. tapos almusal ko.. pasta.. haaii.. di kya tumaba na ko nito?!.. haha..

tapos nag-computer na ko habang nanonood ng home boy.. hehehe.. kc naman nandun c japoy!.. ahihihi.. ang epal nung isang babae na audience.. toh naman c japoy may pakiss kiss pa na nalalaman.. haai.. wahaha..

12:30 kumain na kme.. ulam namen?!.. uhmm.. nakalimutan ko na.. tapos after nun nag-computer ulit aq.. mga 20 minutes lng.. tapos tinanong ko ung ate ko kung gusto ba nia mag-computer.. answer nia.. cge patayin mo nuna.. whoah!.. isang malaking himala.. hahaha.. iba na talaga ung nagagawa ng unlimited..

tapos ako naman since nakapatay ung celfone ko at wlang battery ehh naicpan ko rin naman na-i-recharge.. wawa naman ung mga nagtetext saken.. kc alm nila na kapag nag-text cla saken ehh nagrereply aq kagad.. wehhh.. hahaha.. so un.. after 3 hours natapos din.. tapos na rin aq maligo.. dahil nung pagka-recharge ko ehh.. napagicp-icpan ko na rin na maligo na..=)

tapos c ate nasa harapan na ng computer.. ako naman nag-suklay na tapos lotion tapos powder tapos deo.. tapos sinampay ko na ung towel ko.. tapos nanood na ko ng wowowee sinong di mawiwili dahil sa game na to ay di ka magsisisi.. hahahaha.. oh well.. araw araw ka ba naman nanonood nun e xempre makakabisado mo na noh!.. haha

tapos tapos na un.. ang pangit nung kasunod na tv show so nilipat ko na sa mtv.. pero ayaw ko din ung palabas.. nilipat ko sa kabarkada.. yan.. samurai x!.. hahaha.. naging icp bata na.. infairness naman noh kahit di ko nacmulan e naiintindihan ko.. hehe.. tapos ang ganda.. hehehe.. ang galing talaga ni kenji!.. oi.. di naman aq anime lover napanood ko lng un kahapon.. hehehe.. tapos after nun superGALS.. hehehe nanood din aq.. hehe.. kso kasabay nia ung yu-gi-oh.. e mas maganda naman ung superGALS kesa sa yugi.. kya un na lng pinanood ko.. haha..

tapos nag-text nga pla saken c ate marei.. sinabi lng nia saken ung bago niang number.. ganito pa ung pagkasabi nia.. "erika hapi c ate marei 2.. bagong number ko.." tapos meron pa isa.. "ui erika.. bakit hapi?!" reply ko.. "ui wla un la na ko crush kay da**.. wahahaha.. (kay ren na un).. tapos sabi ko.. "o ikaw?.. musta na ba lablyp naten.. di na kc aq updted e.." nga pla nung may pasok kme e lagi akong updted sa lyp nun.. un tapos mahaba pa ung pinagusapan namen.. tamad na ko mag-type.. un.. haaii..

cge til here.. tapos nung gabi pla may nagtext ulit saken.. wag nio ng alamin!.. haha.. as if naman may nagbabasa ng mga post ko noh?!.. haha..

song for you!..

2005-04-24T22:46:00.000-07:00

Especially for you I wanna let you know what I was going through....

kung alm mo lng..=( di mo kc alam kung anu ung nafe-feel ko e.. di mo lam kung gano kasakit magmahal ng isang taong ni minsan hindi ka napancn.. pero okei lng un.. db hanggat di masaktan yang puso mo.. di mo kailanman matututunan magmahal..

All the time we were apart I thought of you you were in my heart my love never changed I still feel the same....

kahit kailan di magbabago ung nararamdaman ko para sayo!.. kahit pa ang ibig sabihin nun ay masakatan ka panghabang-buhay wala akong pakialam.. ngaung hindi kita nakikita.. di mo lang alam.. walang araw na hindi kita iniicp.. cguro.. hindi na makukumpleto ang araw ko.. nang hindi ka pumapasok sa puso't icpan ko..

Especially for you I wanna tell you, you mean all the world to me How Im certain that our love was Meant to be You changed my life You showed me the way And now Im next to you....

gusto ko man sabihin sayo lahat ng nararamdaman ko.. wala akong magagawa.. hindi ko kailanman ipagpapalit ang makita ka araw araw.. bakit?!.. kapag cnabi ko lahat sayo to.. masasabi mo ba na hindi magbabago ung pagtingin mo saken?.. bilang kaibigan mo?!..

wla lng..

2005-04-22T03:24:00.000-07:00

You want a sweet guy. Who'ld take you anywhere.
Like Japan!!! Wow I would like a guy like that
too:) Also he looks so cute in japanese
clothing:)

Who's Perfect For You??? (Cute Anime Pics)

wla lang.. ahaha.. nkita ko sa isang blog.. ehehe.. uhmm.. gusto ko magxare ng pix ko.. pero nxt tym nlang..

ang boring tlga ng lyf noh!.. ahaha.. ang saya ko kc ang aga ko nakatulog kgabe.. wahaha.. ang babaw ko.. di q kc xa inicp e.. hehehe.. napupuyat aq sakania.. langya ka.. pinupuyat mo ko.. ahaha.. buong tanghali kong kausap c anne albino sa celfone.. ehehe.. kc nanonood kme ng shake rattle and roll e.. e nakakatakot.. damayan lang kme.. grabeh.. ang saket ng lalamunan ko.. ngaun lng q napacgaw c isang horror movie.. ahaha.. wokei till here.. la na ko makwento..

boooring..=(

2005-04-20T03:58:00.000-07:00

waa.. ang boring talaga ng life.. la ko gnwa kundi mag-ttalk.. tapos chat.. tapos humiga.. manood ng wowowee.. nyahahaha.. ang baduuuy!.. infairness.. sinusubaybayan ko un!.. ahaha.. kc naman nakaka-aliw cla.. wla lng.. naaaliw aq sa wowowee.. tapos pati ung.. game knb?!.. game na!.. ahaha.. congratulation too Arthur.. yeah nanalo xa ng 1million.. i forgot his surname.. hehe.. nung isang araw pa kc un noh!.. uhmm.. anu pa ba?!.. thanks to DESA BAKING.. ang bait bait tlga nia.. ehehe.. salamat tlga desa.. da best ka!.. saludo aq sau!.. salamat din sa testi.. =)

lagi na lang aq nagsasagot ng survey.. ahaha.. wla lng.. naaaliw din kc aq sa mga tanong.. nyahahaha.. okei.. WALANG NAG-TEXT SAKEN NGAUNG APRIL 20, 2005! ang saya talaga ng life ko.. kya tuloy ang talap umiyak sa tiwa.. haai nako.. oh well that's life..

ita-try ko na pahabain toh.. kc naman.. pra naman magkaroon ng kwenta noh!.. cnu kya nagbabasa nitong mga post ko?!.. wla lng.. ahaha.. uhmm nu pa ba pwde masabi?! uhmm.. *nag-iicp* ahhhh... un.. 1 month na lng bday na ni ATE PRE.. whoa!.. adult ka na pla sa may 19 ah!.. HAPI BIRTHDAY PLA SAU ATE PRE.. WISH U HAVE MORE BDAYS TO COME =).. tralalala.. anu pa kya?!..

uhmm.. naglaro pla aq ng badminton khpon tska kanina.. pro ung kanina sandali lng.. di aq maxado pinawisan.. tapos ung kahapon halos maligo naman aq sa pawis.. ahaha.. engot..

guyzz,, kung cno man ung nagbabasa nitoh.. paki answer lng.. dun mo na lng ilagay sa cbox ung answer otei?!.. may saysay ba ung pag-aaral ko ngaung summer?!.. wla lng.. nag-aaral kc aq.. tinuturuan aq ng ate ko na magaling DAW sa math!.. ahaha.. she got 90 kc sa mathematics e.. last quarter.. wow!.. ahaha.. well,, mana saken.. kya naman un ung lowest ko.. ahaha.. 82 po ako dun.. o db?!.. kabaliktaran.. ahaha.. epal kc.. ang hirap.. ahaha..

kya ko yan!.. ahaha.. kya nga nagaaral na ko e.. o cge.. kain na ko ng dinner.. byee.. til my nxt post..

star city..

2005-04-17T22:22:00.000-07:00

we went to star city yesterday.. and it was a holla big fun!.. una qng sinakyan ung parang caterpillar pero hindi po xa caterpillar.. kc mejo mataas xa.. tsaka its like roller coaster.. pero mas mabagal ng konti tska hindi ka nman babaliktad dun!.. ehehe.. aus lng.. habang nandun aq.. parang nakita ko cla ate chiqui tsaka c david.. cla cguro un.. kc.. bsta alam ko cla un!.. sure aq dun!.. ehehe.. actually habang nakapila q napatingin aq dun sa escalator and alam ko na cla talaga un!.. ahahaha.. tapos after nun.. viking(anchor's away in ek) naman!.. e2 ang pinaka-memorable na nangyari saken sa star city kahapon.. kc naman halos mamatay na q dun.. i crying while im shouting.. shux!.. grabe.. halos malaglag ung heart ko dun!.. nyahaha.. mejo nakakahiya kc dun kme sa gitna nakaupo.. tapos sooobrang bilis na!.. nakatakip na tlga q nung handkerchief na hawak ko.. kc di ko na talaga kya.. ahaha.. muka aqng tanga kahapon.. ehehe.. tapos dun naman kme sa gabi ng lagim.. ung may mga mummy.. ahaha.. nakakatakot dun!.. as in.. lumuhang nga ung damit kong suot e.. kc naman.. there was this gurl at the back of me pulling my shirt.. with matching patakip takip pa sa damit ko.. hala ginawa akong takipan.. tapos sinasabi pa nia na.. honey ayoko na di ko na kaya.. ilang beses rin nia ung inuulit.. tapos sabi ko.. ms excuse me.. pero di nia ata aq narinig.. so hinayaan ko nalang.. nandun kc aq sa likod ng dad ko e.. ginagwa ko rin xang panakip.. haha.. tapos eon.. dun naman kme sa haunted house.. para rin xa dun sa mummy chu chu.. pero mas nakakagulat.. kc paglumiliko ka bigla na lng tatayo ung mga nakaupo dun sa chair na bangkay.. pero dun sa may mummy bigla na lng may malalaglag.. same lng.. ahaha tapos after nun kumain muna kmi ng lunch.. di ako nabusog pero aus lng.. dame akong nakitang therexans dun.. like mga 5 ata.. ehehe.. tapos dapat sasakay kme ng ferris wheel kaso ang init dun sa labas kya di na kme tumuloy.. eon.. tapos dun kme sa freez monster chu chu.. sobrang lamig naman dun.. freezer nga.. eon.. after nun kumain ulit kme.. tapos lakad lakad tapos umalis na kme.. we had fun naman kahit na mjo konti lng ung sinakyan namen..

oh well i had 11hours and 30minutes sleep.. at djel un sa pagod.. till here.. byee..

hell morning..

2005-04-15T19:35:00.000-07:00

pacxet!.. isa akong fuck sa buhay!.. leche.. morning, nagcng aq ng maaga ngaun.. kc gutom na q.. actually un tlga ang dahilan kung bakit aq naggcng sa umaga.. kung di lng q nagugutom okei lng kahit di na ko magicng.. pero epal talaga.. kc kagabe di pinapaluto ung ulam kc daw lumalamig lang.. eh pano ko?! shieeeet! kaninang umaga.. actually umaga pa din ngaun.. mga 8:30 gcng na ko.. tapos kita ko di pa luto ung ulam.. sa naghintay aq ng mga 1 hour cguro!.. di pa din gcng ung ate ko.. so pano ko magluluto.. pag naman cnabi ko un sa katulong namen sasabihin nia tamad aq.. katulad kahapon!.. epaaaaaaaaal.. kc xa daw ung naghuhugas ng plato every morning!.. eh baket anu ba talaga ung trabaho ng katulong??!.. anung gusto nia aq maghugas?!.. tapos nagluto na rin aq.. pro try ko muna gcngin ung magaling kong ate pro epal din sinigawan pa ko.. tapos nagluto na q.. NASUNOG KO UNG LUNCHEON MEAT! ISA AKONG PUTANG INA! WLA AKONG ALAM GAWIN! MAGP-PRITO NA NGA LANG SUSUNUGIN MO PA!! epal.. cguro lahat ng bumabasa nito sinasabi tanga naman nitoh!.. prito na nga lng.. di pa kya!.. tapos tumawag ung mom ko.. kc nga nand2 sa bhay ung labandera nmen.. tapos ung katulong namen.. hiniwalay na nga daw ni mom ung damit pinalaba pa din nia ung dapat hindi ipalalaba.. kea aun.. sabi un sakin ni mama.. ANG TANGA TANGA TALAGANG NIANG C - - - -.. tapos tumawag ulit c mama.. tinatanong kung kumain na daw aq.. sabi ko ndi pa.. kc tagal ni ate gumcng di aq marunong e.. nasunog ko na nga ung dalawang luncheon meat e.. sabi naman nia.. O BKT IKW UNG NAGLULUTO DB DAPAT C ----? ako nmn nakikinig lang sakania.. sabi nia kausapin daw nia un katulong namen.. sabi ko nde hihintayin ko nalang c ate gumicng.. tapos sabi nia.. ibigay ko daw ung fone.. so aun... GALIT SAKEN ANG MABAIT NAMING KATULONG.. DAHIL SA KATANGAHAN KO.. tapos niluto na nia ung ulam..tapos di nia q tinawag pra sabihin na luto na.. narinig ko lng c ate na kakain na.. PUTANG INA MO TALAGA ERIKA! tapos nung tapos na ko kumain.. nandun aq malapit sa ref.. nakatalikod aq.. narinig ko sabi nung katulong namin na.. NASUSUNOG NA NGA DI PA SINABI! alam ko sinabi nia un sa ate ko.. SADYANG WLA LANG TALAGA AKONG KWENTA!..

when boredom strikes..

2005-04-14T20:02:00.000-07:00

sheesh!.. waa.. boring.. di pa aq nakatulog kahapon ng hapon.. hehe.. getz?!.. waa.. ahihihi.. update lng ulit.. gnda nga e.. wla aq ma type.. i got 2 new testimonials hehe.. uhmm.. eon.. buti na lng.. nakatulog aq kagad kgbe.. kahit na ano.. hehe.. wokei.. til here.. teentalk muna q.. addicted?!.. hehe

celfone.. celfone..

2005-04-12T19:27:00.000-07:00

ow well.. mom got her new celfone N6170.. kagabe lng.. kainggit.. haha.. tapos kagabe tinatry nia un celfone nia.. tapos bigla aqng naka-recieve ng msg from her.. sabi.. ik bago na cp q.. inggit ka!.. shux!.. haha.. tapos kainis.. nyahaha.. danda pla ng full house.. haha.. una q lng xa pinanood nung friday.. tapos kahapon ulit.. danda.. pretty nung jessie.. hehe.. after nun natulog muna q.. epal kc di aq nakatulog kagad.. humiga aq ng 10:30pm tapos 11:30 na ata aq nakatulog.. kainis.. okei lng.. babawi na lng q mamayang tanghali.. cge ciao!

tsktsk..

2005-04-11T21:32:00.000-07:00

woii.. tagal ko na di nag-update.. shux.. haha.. wla naman aq xado kwento.. well last saturday nagpunta kme ng sm.. eon.. my mom bought me a dark blue t-shirt at mossimo since she has a gift certificate given by jimmy bondoc last christmas as his christmas gift for my mom.. shux!.. ma ang swerte mo!.. hahaha.. oh well its cute it has a pink mossimo print.. hehe.. tapos uhmm.. haha.. kita ko pa c kimberly cabantac.. nyahaha.. eh?!.. my mom bought me a sports bra din.. hahaha.. wlang halter e.. so un.. nyahahaha.. tapos my mom bought me a skechers watch.. ahaha.. its color black!.. astig dude!.. 2095pesos.. nyahaha.. kc nacra un bracelet nung isa qng watch na timex e.. gnda pa naman din nun.. color black den.. sayang..

owkei til here.. nag-update lng.. hehehe.. nga pla im planning to change my layout AGAIN! hehe..

boredom.. :x

2005-04-06T19:44:00.000-07:00

nakaka-bored.. ahhh.. di q na kya toh!.. haha.. ow well la aqng gnwa buong maghapon.. natulog lng aq.. mga 3 hours.. tas after nun.. pag-gcng q kumain ng siomai tsaka spuds.. kainis.. wla talga aqng mgwa.. kausap ko lng c anne albino sa cp q.. haay.. haha.. ow well iba na tlga pag nka-unlimited!.. dalawang beses mag-charge ng fone everyday.. haha..

wla ng kwenta ang ym!.. kainis wla ng gana mag-OL ang mga tao.. djel wla na rin aqng maka-chat!.. epal.. wla tuloy aqng gnwa d2 sa comp kndi mag ttalk tska makinig ng musiqua!..

owwell til here..:x\m/

update..

2005-04-06T18:24:00.000-07:00

haha.. tagal ko di nag-update nitoh ah!.. nitatamad aq e.. lam nio naman pag masipag.. haha.. ow we..

april 3-->uhmm.. nagpunta lng kme ng simbahan pra mag-mass.. ahaha.. anu pa ba gngwa dun?!.. xmpre magdasal.. hehe.. tapos we went to cherry foodarama.. tma ba?!.. pra mag-grocery.. and nung hapon we went to my tita's house.. bday ng pamangkin ko?!.. pamangkin ko nga ba?!.. basta un na un.. ung pinsan ko may anak tapos anu ba dapat itatawag ko dun sa anak nia?!.. ang gulooo.. un na un.. sya nmn.. kainis lang kc pinapakanta aq dun sa magic mic.. e panget nmn voice ko.. tapos paos pa q.. haha.. asteeg.. kya nmn nung pinakanta nila ko.. e ang taas ng score q.. 53 ata!.. haha.. tapos di aq masyado kumain.. wla kc aq gana e.. init e.. eon mga 8:00pm na kme nakadating sa bahay.. tapos sinama pa namin lola namin.. kc susunduin rin nmn xa sa april 5 e..

april 4-->okei disperas ng kuhanan ng card namen!.. haha.. nandun c lola.. kya mejo masaya d2 sa bahay.. tapos disperas din ng grad ni ate beh tsaka ni cha2.. punta kme grad ni ate beh!.. congrats sa inio dude!

april 5-->best day ever.. aga ko nagicing kc nga sama aq kumuha ng card nagicng ata aq like 6:00am kc sama pa ko office ni mama.. pra makasama kumuha ng card.. aus highest ko 87!.. lowest ko 82.. kainis nakakapanghinayang kc 4 or 5 ata ung 87 ko.. tas dlawa ung 82.. syang konti nalang pwde na!.. haha.. bawi na lng nxt yir!.. ayy.. freshie na pla q nxt yir!.. haha.. ang shunga shunga q tlga.. tapos after namin kumuha ng card uwi na kmi ng bahay.. tapos tinignan ko ung pix ko nung grad.. hehe.. ung binigay ni ms. tapos tingin ng theresian mag tska ng annual!.. aus pwde na ung pic ko.. pwde ng panakot sa daga!.. haha.. tapos usap kmi ni anne albino sa celfone.. naka-unlimited xa e.. e aq nakaline.. kea aus lng un.. haha.. sana naka prepaid nlng q.. haai.. okei lng.. mga 2 hours ata kming magkausap sa cp.. kso lng ang epal.. every 15 minutes na lng napuputol parati kea kainis.. tapos after nun.. OL aq.. mga 10 minutes lng.. nag-check lng q ng friendster tsaka ng ol sa ym.. tapos un na.. tapos dapat kc di na kmi sasama sa grad ni ate beh.. kc nga nitatamad aq sakit kc ng ulo q e.. aga q kc nagicng.. tapos mom called us.. telling na sumama daw kme.. xmpre iba nga nmn pag obedient ka.. haha!.. sumama na rin kme.. haha.. and i'll never regret that decision.. kc sobrang saya namen.. im not expecting na magkaka-reunion kme kahapon kc wla lng.. haha.. stah di q expect.. aus galing ni ate beh.. haha.. best in writing, best in english, tska most active.. ang galing.. haha.. epal nga lng ng konti kc namaltos ung pwit ko!.. haha.. aus lng.. sya nmn katabi c cousin e.. haha.. mga 4 hours din ung grad na un ah.. haha.. tapos habang nakaupo kmi may video pa.. haha.. tapos kinukuhanan pa kme sa digi.. aus.. haha.. tapos after nung grad picture taking ng konti.. tapos punta na kme resto.. specifically tongyang.. grabeh.. sarap mag-imbento ng lulutuin.. sarap pla nung naimbento ni ate che.. saludo aq sau dude!.. haha.. grabeh puro tawanan kme dun.. haha.. tapos sarap kumain.. kahit na natatalsikan aq nung niluluto namen.. haha.. tapos video jan video dun.. kme na nga pla ang nagsarado ng tongyang.. kc kme ung pinakalast na umalis dun ahaha.. tapos may kanya kanya kmeng video kc ung message namen pra kay ate beh.. un na un.. haha.. congrats ulet dude!.. rock on!\m/

til here!.. ciao!

grad party..

2005-04-02T16:20:00.000-08:00

yesterday was our grad party.. its actually a swimming party.. hehe.. grabeh saya.. kahit na di kmi complete.. saya pa rin.. dumating na q dun ng 3pm.. dpt kc 2.. un nga e.. late aq.. pro pagdating ko dun.. niyaya na kagad nila q mag-swimming.. xmpre di na q tatanggi.. hehe.. xcited noh?!..

naglaro kme ng wrestling.. binuhat aq ni zcheree.. actually kmeng dalawa nagpauso nun.. haha.. tas eon.. racing freestyle.. bsta ang saya talaga.. kso daming pumasok na water sa tenga ko.. na hanggang ngaun e di parin ata naalis.. kainis.. nalaglag kc aq sa pool e.. tsaka nung binubuhat aq ni zcheree ilang beses din aq nalaglag.. kea un..

sayang nga c ms. opena e.. text ng text saken.. kinakamusta kme.. kc recognition ng anak nia sa bulacan e.. congrats po!!.. hehe kya di na rin xa umabot.. sabi nia kta nalang daw kme sa april 5.. nyaks.. kuhanan ng card.. haha.. pro sana la aq line of 7.. duh!.. imposible nmn un.. e ang hirap ng exams.. kya di na q umaasa na wla aqng line of 7.. haha..

chigeh til here..

end of grade school life..

2005-04-01T00:13:00.000-08:00

yesterday was our graduation.. though i know highschool is the best life ever.. as of my father.. i cnt still control myself to cry.. every hour my tears involuntary fall down to my cheeks.. especially when i read the msg of jodie from me.. she texted it yesterday evening.. "As i walked along the shoreline of my life, i picked a small seashell named Erika. It was so amazing. I wanted to keep it for myself but i know i have to leave it behind, because someone is bound to find it and keep it and take care of it more than i can. Just as there was once a creature in it, now it contains memories made to outlast any creature in earth."

when i finished reading it, again my tears fall down.. not to mention my pillow is full of my tears that's why i have to replace it with another cover.. yesterday i never thought that i would cry harder.. but it did.. when we stood up to sing our graduation song.. i cnt help myself.. my tears just fall.. teachers who stood up just in front of me kept staring at me.. of course they surely know what i feel at that exact time.. we have to part our ways now.. its sad.. but we have to go on our different roads.. maybe someday.. when it is the right time.. we will meet again.. and time will never destroys our friendship! it will last until the end..

when i cnt help myself.. BUT TO CRY.. i just put my handkerchief on my face.. coz kimberly said to meh "anu ba erika wag ka ngang humarap saken naiiyak na ko sau e!.." i just put my head down and put it!.. the grad song ended up.. i cnt still sing our college hymn.. pinilit q na lng ung sarili kong kumanta.. pra naman may pakinabang.. after that we have our recessional.. naiwan ko pa diploma ko coz of my cry.. so binalikan ko na lng.. i got it.. pro nagpasama ako kay dana.. pra nmn hindi aq mukang tanga na naglalakad mag-isa na umiiyak pa pra kunin ung diploma kong naiwan.. xmpre.. nagmuka din aqng tanga.. our teachers have their picture taking in front of stage.. ang saklap.. coz the other teachers saw me crying while im getting my diploma.. sabi cguro nila ang tanga ko..

after recessional we went to the small gym to get our invitation for our grad party which will held at villa estella in front of amoranto.. of course i'll go.. that will be the last time i'l see that 6-2 girls complete.. sana nga complete.. im still crying.. tapos dana hug me.. coz grabeh na nga talaga ko.. di parin tumitigil ung pag-iyak ko.. tapos lumapit nmn cla zceheree and jacky.. they too hug me.. that time i felt how my classmates loved me very much.. how they care for me.. then mejo tumigil na q sa pagiyak.. but when lourdes hugged me.. this time my tears burst out.. ewan ko.. iba talaga ung yakap nia e.. pag xa lagi ako napapaiyak.. eon..

you who are reading this post.. will you believe if i tell you.. that while im typing this entry im crying?!.. yes.. my tears burst out... AGAIN..

grad.. grad.. grad..

2005-03-29T21:52:00.000-08:00

our grad is tom.. ang bilis.. it was only like yesterday.. first day plang.. daldalan wlang pakialam sa mundong iniikutan.. first trim plang kc.. di pa xado busy.. dakdakan ng dakdakan hanggang sa mapagalitan.. pro cge pa rin.. aral, kain, tulog, nood t.v ang routine tuwing gabi.. di namamalayan.. araw ay lumilipas..

2nd trim na.. mjo madame projects pro wlang uurong.. kylangan gawin e.. sunod2 ang project presentations.. group dun group jan.. kanya kanyang diskarte.. pagandahan.. pati mga costumes patalbugan.. practice jan practice d2.. pro hindi naiiwasan ang awayan.. iyak dun iyak jan.. pro wlang hiwalayan.. magkakasama pa rin hanggang matapos.. maraming pagsubok ang dadaanin bago marating ang dulo.. sisihan jan sisihan dun.. wla namang ganyanan.. kala ko ba damayan?!.. okei lng un.. dame pa jan iba! di namamalayan panahon ay lumilipas..

3rd trim na.. maxado ng busy.. halos wlang tulog sa gabi.. tambakan ang quizzes, project prsentation, individual projects.. isama mo pa ung sangkatutak na assignments.. pano na to?.. ano ng ggwin ko?!.. matatapos ko kya un?!.. yan ang madalas mong maririnig kapag third trim.. cge.. konting cpag.. matatapos din yan.. bsta sama sama.. kya natin yan..

bukas na.. ung araw na inaabangan ng lahat!.. sa wakas gagraduate na ko!.. malungkot pro masaya.. proud pa.. kc lahat kme graduate!.. masaya kc nagawa ko lahat ng dapat kong gawin.. kahit na may konting lungkot.. di pa nmn dun lahat nagwawakas.. marami pang dadating jan.. hintay hintay lng.. susulpot yan.. oh God sana di ako madapa bukas.. sana di ako magkamali.. help me God.. sna di ako mag-faint sa sobrang kaba!..

cooorny!.. haha.. bukas na!.. sa wakas!.. last day na ren..ü mamimiss ko lht ng friends ko outder.. gud luck sa ten tom!.. congrats sating lahat!..\m/ROCK ON!

easter monday.. another day..

2005-03-28T02:05:00.000-08:00

amp!.. kainis.. nakakapagod mag-skul.. i mean mag-practice.. nakakasawa na.. tas whole day pa.. wla lng.. pagdating ko sa school.. umupo ako sa sahig tapos nag-ipit na.. tapos nag-memorize ng response na pinapa-memorize.. tapos kumanta.. haha.. duet kme ni tine..

"like the ticking of the clock two hearts that beat as one but i'll never understand that it's done.... love moves in mysterious way.. its always so surprising how love appears of the horizon i love for the rest of my day but still its a mystery of how u ever came to me which only proves love moves in mysterious way.." haha ang baduy!.. pro that's life.. haha.. xmpre pancn nio may naka italics na phrase.. la lng.. coz i like the way how it describes how u feel when ur in love.. eon.. haha.. pero may isa pa kmeng knakanta..

"ill never go far away from you even the sky will tell you that i need you so.. for this is all i know ill never go.. far away from you.." its title is ill never go by lexus.. ala lng.. gnda yan.. lalo na kung napakinggan nio na.." tapos may isa pang kanta na pumapasok sa icp ko..

"sabihin sakin lahat ng lihim mo.. iingatan ko.. ibaling sakin ang problema mo.. kakayanin ko.." its akap by imago.. ganda rin yan.. i think its #17 sa myx hit chart.. ata lng.. bsta kasama xa sa hit chart.. eon..

--well til here.. ciao...

Easter sunday..

2005-03-27T20:15:00.000-08:00

oh well we went to the Church a while ago.. and of course.. we're late.. haha.. i think i'll have a boring day today.. nothing to do.. nothing to go.. gotta post some reasons of love..

I love the way we finish each other's sentences.
I love the way I know you'll never give up on me.
I love the fact that I wouldn't ever give up on you.
I love the way you look at me.
I love how beautiful your eyes are.
I love the way I can't imagine a day without you in my life.
I love the way if we were ever separated I wouldn't know how to go on.
I love the way we cuddle and watch sunsets together.
I love the way we sometimes stay up all night and just talk, then watch the sunrise together.
I love how I know you'll always be there when I need you to be.
I love the fact that I will always be there for you too.
I love how when I dream of my life partner, the only person that I can see is you.
I love how complete I feel when I am with you.
I love how our bodies just fit together.
I love the way you make me laugh.
I love the way you laugh.
I love the way you won't compromise yourself when we are together.
I love the way you won't let me compromise myself.
I love your thoughtfulness.
I love your tenderness.
I love your ability to speak without saying a single word.
I love the way we glance at each other across the room and know what each other is thinking.
I love the way, how even though we may be miles apart I still feel like you're right here with me.
I love the way you surprise me with the perfect gifts that show you pay attention to me.
I love the way you'll watch a sporting game with me even though you may not be interested in it.
I love the way you treat my friends.
I love your love for the things that interest me.
I love the way you let me live my life freely without jealousy.
I love how you demand respect but are not controlling.
I love how I would do anything in this world to make you happy.
I love how you would do anything in this world to make me happy.
I love the way your voice sounds over the phone.
I love the way your voice sounds when you whisper sweet nothings in my ear.
I love the completeness and oneness I feel when we make love.
I love your sensuality.
I love how our romance feels like the perfect romance movie.
I love how you are my soul mate.
I love the way you handle troubled times.
I love the way you respect me.
I love the way you protect and defend me.
I love how you feel when we cuddle.
I love the softness of your lips against mine.
I love the softness of you lips against my body.
I love the feeling of your hair brushing against me when we make love.
I love laying in bed at night talking about nothing.
I love waking up to find we've been cuddling together all night.
I love the surprises you leave for me.
I love your intelligence.
I love your ingenuity.
I love your ability to make friends where ever we go.
I love your love for life.
I love your passion for your hobbies and interests.
I love how every time I look at you, you take my breath away.
I love how I thank God everyday for bringing someone as wonderful as you into my life.
I love the fact you gave me the gift of our children.
I love the special moments that we shared that will remain my fondest memories of you and I.
I love spending the holidays with the one person I love the most.
I love how my heart skips a beat whenever you walk into the room.
I love how you love me.
I love how I love you.
I love the ways you choose to show your affection for me.
I love the way you inspire me to be more than I am.
I love the way you spark my creativity and imagination.
I love the way you make me feel like anything is possible as long as I'm with you.
I love your sense of humor.
I love the way you make me feel like royalty.
I love the way you dress.
I love your understated elegance.
I love you just the way you are.
I love your spontaneity.
I love our life together.
I love how if I died right now I would be the happiest person alive knowing I found my one true love.
I love the fact that we will grow old together.
I love your way with words.
I love the way you look when your sleeping.
I love the way you think you look awful when you first wake up when it is actually then I find you the most beautiful.
I love your willingness to share everything and most especially your heart with me.
I love your strength of character.
I love taking showers together.
I love the way you leave me love notes to find whenever you're gone.
I love the way you treat me.
I love the way you take care of us.
I love your cooking.
I love the way you take the time to thank me for doing every day things.
I love the way you show your affection when we are around friends and/or family.
I love the way you are not scared to show your affection when we are in public.
I love your confidence.
I love your ability to make me feel better when times are tough.
I love the way we make up after a fight.
I love how you treat our children.
I love the way you support me when I'm off track.
I love the way you take the time to show me how much you love me.
I love your beautiful hair.
I love your body.
I love your openness to try new things.
I love your ability to talk things through.
I love your courage to be you.
I love your greatness.
I love the fact that you want to be with me and only me.
I love how I am and feel when I am with you!
I love you for you!

good friday..

2005-03-25T19:05:00.000-08:00

we had our visita iglesia yesterday.. 8 church ata ung na-visit namen.. huwaw.. grabeh.. kakapagod.. pro okei lng.. haha..

first we went to the Christ the King Church here in our subdivision.. mom and i had our holy rosary.. like natapos namen ung rosary nakaluhod pa rin kme.. haha.. steeg!.. sis ko nmn pati c papa.. e nakaupo lng.. watta!.. haha

second we went to the Parokya ng Pagkabuhay Chapel.. e nagdasal lang ata c mama tapos umalis na kme.. first time ko din mkita ung Chapel na un.. hehe

third we went to the Hope parish.. the one near sm north edsa.. there.. we had our stations of the cross.. galing nga e.. pagdating namen dun nagccmula na.. tapos tinapos na namen.. tagal din namen nakatayo dun..

fourth we went to the St. Paul Parish.. we had our vigil mass there.. nakatayo kme like 2 hours.. grabeh.. nanakit ung paa ko dun.. after nmn nun.. punta kme burger king.. we had our merienda there.. mom ordered meh bk veggies, sloppy fries and two regular fries.. omg.. nabusog tlga ko dun hahaha.. takaw ko tlga..

fifth we went to the Sacred Heart parish.. we had our 2nd stations of the cross there.. tska nagdasal ulit c mama.. ang banal noh?!.. xmpre nagdadasal din naman aq.. pro sakin lng un..

sixth we went to the Immaculate Concepcion Parish.. nagdasal lng c mama.. tska mejo gumagabi na kc kea.. sandali lng kmi..

seventh we went to the Sto. Domingo Church.. hehe.. dun pumila pa kme pra makalapit kay papa Jesus.. hehehe.. wla lng.. tapos mama prayed again.. tapos alis na kme..

last but not the least we went to the OLAP.. mama prayed again there.. tapos tingin lng kme kay papa Jesus ulit.. tapos umails na kme..

haay.. grabeh.. a very tiring day..

maundy thursday..

2005-03-24T02:09:00.000-08:00

i waked up at 6:15am coz my mom.. keep shouting and shouting at me and my sister.. baka daw kc ma-late kame sa mass e 7:00 pa na nmn un.. eon tapos nakaalis kme sa bahay ng 7:05.. u think its late?!.. haha.. nooo.. coz pagdating namen dun sa Church.. e sarado.. haha.. mom ko pa nmn ung nag-drive coz ung dadi ko e sobrang bagal kumilos.. hehe.. so sabi ni mama kay papa.. sumunod na lng daw xa..

eon.. we keep on laughing and laughing in the car.. hehehe.. so un.. punta ulit kame bahay.. kc cnundo namen c papa.. oww.. i forgot to tell yesterday.. the mirror of the car of my mom was broken.. kc daw galing xa ng Church last march 22.. tapos dun xa nag-park sa may ginagawang building.. e walang construction net sa taas.. so un nabagsakan daw ng napakaliit na bakal.. but it broke the whole mirror at the back of our car.. so un ang gamit namen ngaun ung car ni dadi.. hehehehe..

we went to the grotto.. hindi pa maxado traffic coz un nga djel maaga kme.. eto mejo nakaka-bad trip coz nag-park c papa sa malayo.. t'was like nilakad namen hanggang mga 3 kilometers.. grabeh.. dyahe!.. haha.. pro okei lng.. i think wla lang un sa pinagdaanan ni Jesus.. so un.. pro pagdating dun sa Church sobrang pawisan aq.. tapos my tears burst out kc nga napaiyak aq sa sobrang init tska pagod.. hehe.. ang babaw ko noh?! tapos pagdating dun sa Church wala pa upuan kc dame tao.. in short.. crowded!.. eon nagdasal muna kme sandali.. pro sakin na lng ung dinasal ko.. hehehehe..

after that.. we already had our stations of the cross.. xempre ang pawis ko tumagatak.. basang basa pa ung t-shirt ko.. wla pa nmn akong extra.. eon.. after nun.. we attended the Mass dun uli sa Church na mejo crowded.. tapos we lighted up candles.. i lighted 6 candles while wishing.. oh well sakin na lng ulit ung wish ko.. pro ung isa natumba.. tapos ung isa namatay.. so un mejo lumungkot ako kc nga ung isa namatay tapos ung natumba.. hahaha.. ang babaw ko talaga!.. buti na lang di aq umiyak.. hehehe..

tapos nun.. alis na kme.. ung 3 kilometers na nilakad namen.. this time nag-tricycle kme.. i don't enjoy it.. mas matino pa ung jeep e.. pro okei naman un kesa maglakad.. tapos tapos na ang paglalakbay.. hehehe..

pagdating sa bahay kumain na kme tapos.. natulog.. nag-hilamos muna ko bago matulog.. i sleep almost 3 hours.. kc 2:30-5:30.. hahaha.. alam ko noh?!.. hahaha..

chigeh til here!.. gotta watch t.v.!

another day had passed..

2005-03-23T01:47:00.000-08:00

oh well.. had a boring day.. nagcng aq ng 6:30.. aba.. tila ata pa-aga ng pa-aga.. hehe.. pag gcng ko.. kumain na ko kagad.. kc gutom na gutom na ko e.. eon.. after nun nilinisan ko ung mga vcds pati ung vcd rack!.. kc inutos ni papa e.. so un.. amm.. tapos nanood aq ng madeline sa channel 2.. tska mr. bean.. tapos nun nilipat ko na sa myx.. hehe di aq maxadong batang icp nian.. haha..

after nun.. nag-OL na ko.. hanggang bago ako kumain.. tapos naglaro ng vball tapos ng badminton.. tska ako naligo.. haha.. mga 12:30 na ata aq naligo e.. nitatamad kc aq e.. pro nabuhayan ako nung naligo aq.. lamig kc ng tubig e.. tapos tumawag ako kay badeth.. clasmate ni ate.. tinanong ko ung tono ng i'll never let go.. eon.. haay..

after nun.. nanood na q ng movie.. vcd.. love happens.. pwde na.. mganda na ren.. tapos nun.. nanood ako ng ang prinsesa at ang pulubi.. kso lng mga 5 minutes lng e.. tapos nag-comp na q.. tapos nag-merienda.. tapos nag-ol na nmn.. tapos nanood.. tapos ol na nmn.. tapos pinagkaguluhan ako.. hahaha.. dameng nag-im saken e.. 5 cla.. c keiko, c cesca, c nina, c star, and c carmelle.. eon.. hahaha.. cge til here.. la na q mgawa.. inaagaw na ng ate ko ung comp..

so im gonna give her na.. sa wakas natapos din aq..

bored! =p

2005-03-22T23:50:00.000-08:00

haay.. i have a very bored day.. i waked up at around 7:00 in the morning.. pero kumain ako ng 7:30.. omg.. naubos ko fried rice na nakalagay dun sa table.. ahh.. ang lakas ko talaga kumain.. haay.. after that i watch television.. then nag-OL na ko.. i chatted with nina at about 1 or two hours.. i dunno.. basta matagal ko xang naka-chat.. pati c ralph.. eon..

kanina tinatamad ako maligo.. haha.. watta child!.. so naligo ako 1:00pm na.. haha.. kumain muna ko bago ko naligo.. tapos inayos ko na rin ung books na idodonate ata ni papa kung kanino man..

tapos nun.. nahiga ako sa sofa.. nag-sound trip na naman.. habang ka-text c kim.. hehehe.. as usual xa nmn palage kong ka-txt e.. tapos un.. nag-vball sandali.. haay.. bored tlga!..

so un.. got to xare my letter for "him" corny kea kung cno man ung balak magbasa e.. wag mo ng ituloy.. haha

Dear "You"
first of all.. of course i want to say that i love u so much!.. when i first saw u.. u were just an ordinary guy who will play the role of an ordinary guy friend of mine.. but u proved me wrong..as the days go by.. the feelings i have for u grew.. before, i thought i was in love with my another friend.. but i was wrong.. every moment of my life was spent thinking of you.. that was the day i realize that im falling for you.. ur smile makes my heart beat faster every time i see you.. but i have to keep this feeling as a secret.. for i am scared that if u will know the truth u might get rid of me.. every night i pray that someday.. u too, will have a feelings for me..
erika 032105

corny noh?!.. hahahaha..

bad day. .

2005-03-21T02:47:00.000-08:00

hate this day.. pag pasok ko palang sa school i feel like im going to a damn hell!.. mag-isa kong naglalakad papuntang calamba gym.. mejo nakayuko.. pero okei pa rin aq.. ow well i thought that dana hated me because i dont go with her last saturday.. di ko xa pinansin nung una ko pa lang xang nakita.. kc nga wla tlga ako sa mood this day.. hella.. hanggang nasa social hall kame di parin ako ngumingiti.. lalo na nung dun ko pa xa nakita..

halos di na rin ako nagsalita whole morning sa sobrang bad trip ko.. hanggang magpunta ng canteen di ako nagsasalita.. ang akala ko mag-isa lang ako whole day.. walang kasama.. pero nung morning pa lang.. nakita ko ni anne na naglalakad mag-isa.. sabi nia xa na lang magdadala ng bag ko.. pero i refused.. duh.. sobrang gaan nun tapos xa pa magdadala.. anu xa body guard ko??.. okei fyn.. sabi ko ako na lng.. pupunta na sana ako ng social hall.. sabi nia sabay na daw kame.. pero may kinuha pa xa sa bag nia.. kea mjo nauna ako.. tapos tumakbo na lng xa pra maabutan ako.. eon.. akala ko mag-isa lang talaga ko this day..

recess na.. xa pa rin kasama ko.. pati c christine.. mejo inis ako.. kc!.. ahh.. akin na lng un.. prang ang sama ko naman kung pati ba nmn un ipopost ko d2!.. nagpunta kami ng canteen.. choco cookies tska ice tea ung binili ko.. tapos naghintay na lang ko dun sa may labas pra kasama ko pa rin cla christine tska c anne.. nakipagusap pa kasi cla kung kanikanino.. kea un.. tapos pabalik na kame ng calamba gym.. dlawa lang clang nagkukwentuhan.. ako?!?.. kumakain tska naglalakad.. tahimik.. baket?!.. anu pa nga ba gingawa tuwing recess.. db ang kumain?!.. nakaupo ako sa may chair dun sa calamba gym.. mag-isa.. haay.. sa wakas napag-isa den!.. pero un ung akala ko.. c dana nandun nagpunta pla dun.. tapos kinakalabit nia aq.. pero aq?!.. e SADYANG PINANGANAK NA TLGA AKO NG MASAMA.. at MANHID.. di ko xa pinapancn.. tapos kinuha ko ung bag ko.. umalis aq kung san ako umupo.. nag stay aq sa isang table.. pero sadyang disidido c dana na sabihin sakin na hindi talaga xa galit.. pero ako?!?.. ges wat kung anong nasabi ko sakania?!.. PWEDE BA DANA BAD MOOD AKO NGAUN WAG MO KONG KAUSAPIN!.. aun tumigil din.. na disappoint ko ata.. aba!.. pati ak0 nagulat sa mga nasabi ko.. pero di ko naman pwdeng bawiin un.. so pinanindigan ko na lng ung sinabi ko.. aun e katabi ko c anne.. nagpapasama ata xa kay anne sa may office.. may pupuntahan ata cla.. tapos tinanung din ako ni dana kung gusto kong sumama.. xempre.. I REFUSED!.

di na nia ako kinausap hanggang sa mag uwian.. haha.. pero tinext ko xa.. di pa rin nag rereply.. BAD MOOD LNG NAMAN TALAGA AKO NGAUNG ARAW NA TO' E.. BUT I DUNNO WHY!..

naging mejo maayos na lng ung mood ko nung nandun na ko sa bus.. xempre.. cnu pa ba ung mga nagpapatawa?!.. e di ung mga busmates kong loko2!.. haha.. masaya din ako kc nakita ko "xa"!.. hehe..

paguwi ko sa bahay.. kumain ng tanghalian.. tapos nagcomputer.. kaso lng.. nagloloko.. nag didisconnect tapos tuluyan ng ayaw ma-connect.. kea un pinatay ko na lng.. tapos nag sound trip ako.. habang nag-tetext!.. nga pla.. GOT A SMART UNLIMITED 25/8?.. common!.. TEXT ME.. pm me ur number.. haha! eon.. tapos ka-text ko c kim.. gamit ung globe ko.. kc globe xa e.. so un.. mga isang oras kaming magka-text!.. tpos kumain na ulit.. tapos tumawag sakin c laraine.. nagso-sorry.. hehehe.. kalokohan kc nia.. xmpre pinatawad ko un.. kc at least she knows its her fault..

tapos binuksan ko na ung comp.. para malaman kung okei na ba ung connection.. PERO HINDI PARIN!.. eon.. mejo naiyak ako.. sa sobrang inis.. haha.. ang babaw noh!.. well.. ganyan talaga ako.. la na kayong mgagawa.. tapos after my several tries to connect!.. sa awa ng Diyos.. na connect din.. un nga lang.. pag visit ko dto sa site na to'!.. sh*t.. nawala ung layout ko.. ang natira na lng.. e ung mga entries ko, profile, ung cbox, tska ung marquee letter dun sa may baba.. eon o.. try to see.. just scroll down ur screen and ul see.. hehe.. eon.. tapos umiyak talaga ako.. trying to fix my layout.. omg.. my tears burst out!.. sa sobrang sama ng loob.. haay.. buti na lng bumalik.. pero sana di na mawala ulit.. haayy..

owkei.. i guess.. till here..

new blog..

2005-03-19T14:58:00.000-08:00

hehe.. im a newbie here.. haha.. as i said last time.. im getting bored of my xanga account.. wla na kc akong napagkakaabalahan.. all i can do is to write a post there.. wla na kong ineexplore.. so i tried this.. blogger.. hehe..

yesterday.. dapat pupunta ako ng star city with dana, lourdes, and chloe.. kaso lng.. sabi ng mama ko kahapon wag na lng daw ako sumama.. kc daw baka may mangyari.. hehe.. un lng naman talaga ung signal na hinihintay ko para hindi aq sumama e.. coz before that day.. friday night.. i cant sleep.. iniicp ko kung ano ung mangyayari kinabukasan.. haha.. feeling ko kc mamamatay na q.. nyahahaha.. nababaliw na nmn aq.. so un.. cnhabi ko kay dana na hindi na q sasama.. tapos.. nagalit ata xa.. i texted her.. saying dana di na ko makakasama.. kc c mama.. ngaun lng nia cnabi na wag na lng daw aq sumama ahh.. cge.. hav nyc day po.. eon.. after 2 hours.. nag reply den.. sabi nia.. ang daya nio!!! owwel dats the exact phrase she texted.. nagtataka ako kung bakit nio.. naalala q c lourdes pla nagpaalam aq sakania na hindi na q sasama tapos cnabi pla nia sakin na hindi na rin xa sasama kung di daw aq sasama.. kea un.. nag text nlang uli aq kay dana ui dana.. galit ka noh?!?.. halata nmn e.. sabi mo kpg di aq sasama di ka nmn magagalit.. tapos ngaun.. sori na.. di xa nagtetext bk.. okei lng.. di ko nlng xa guguluhin..

uhmm.. haha.. sunday ngaun.. sana makita q xa sa simbahan.. hahaha.. nyahaha.. chigeh til here..

heller..ü

2005-03-18T23:37:00.000-08:00

hehe ..wala lang.. =p