Coleen F. Valdez

Sometimes I want to sleep and never wake up,
I want to run and find my way out,
I want to break out and lose my bearings,
I want to drown myself and never ask for help,
I want to fall and never stand,
I want to bang my head and never stop,
I want to pass out and never get back to life,
I want to live but never breathe,
Sometimes I just want to pop off for I am to defenseless to
succeed, too spiritless to conquer and
to gutless to survive.
I know I don't have your heart, that's why I'm thorn apart.
But i quietly imagine that I might, someday, see you knocking
on my door.
You've said enough, you've done too much but I'm holding fast
coz I want my love to last.
You've broken my heart many times but here I am asking for a
glimmer of hope.
I dont have everything she has but what I have is enough to
show you life, love and eternity.
You're always near to me yet so far and though you're voiceless
I can hear you loud and clear.
I'm broken because of you and there's no way I can get the
pieces back together.
I'm lost forever coz you'll love me never.
The sweetness of your face, the tenderness of your voice,
the charm of your eyes and the warmth of your
hug...you simply take my breath away.
Though the pain kills me, I have to live coz,
I'm living for your love.