yesterday was our graduation.. though i know highschool is the best life ever.. as of my father.. i cnt still control myself to cry.. every hour my tears involuntary fall down to my cheeks.. especially when i read the msg of jodie from me.. she texted it yesterday evening.. "As i walked along the shoreline of my life, i picked a small seashell named Erika. It was so amazing. I wanted to keep it for myself but i know i have to leave it behind, because someone is bound to find it and keep it and take care of it more than i can. Just as there was once a creature in it, now it contains memories made to outlast any creature in earth."

when i finished reading it, again my tears fall down.. not to mention my pillow is full of my tears that's why i have to replace it with another cover.. yesterday i never thought that i would cry harder.. but it did.. when we stood up to sing our graduation song.. i cnt help myself.. my tears just fall.. teachers who stood up just in front of me kept staring at me.. of course they surely know what i feel at that exact time.. we have to part our ways now.. its sad.. but we have to go on our different roads.. maybe someday.. when it is the right time.. we will meet again.. and time will never destroys our friendship! it will last until the end..

when i cnt help myself.. BUT TO CRY.. i just put my handkerchief on my face.. coz kimberly said to meh "anu ba erika wag ka ngang humarap saken naiiyak na ko sau e!.." i just put my head down and put it!.. the grad song ended up.. i cnt still sing our college hymn.. pinilit q na lng ung sarili kong kumanta.. pra naman may pakinabang.. after that we have our recessional.. naiwan ko pa diploma ko coz of my cry.. so binalikan ko na lng.. i got it.. pro nagpasama ako kay dana.. pra nmn hindi aq mukang tanga na naglalakad mag-isa na umiiyak pa pra kunin ung diploma kong naiwan.. xmpre.. nagmuka din aqng tanga.. our teachers have their picture taking in front of stage.. ang saklap.. coz the other teachers saw me crying while im getting my diploma.. sabi cguro nila ang tanga ko..

after recessional we went to the small gym to get our invitation for our grad party which will held at villa estella in front of amoranto.. of course i'll go.. that will be the last time i'l see that 6-2 girls complete.. sana nga complete.. im still crying.. tapos dana hug me.. coz grabeh na nga talaga ko.. di parin tumitigil ung pag-iyak ko.. tapos lumapit nmn cla zceheree and jacky.. they too hug me.. that time i felt how my classmates loved me very much.. how they care for me.. then mejo tumigil na q sa pagiyak.. but when lourdes hugged me.. this time my tears burst out.. ewan ko.. iba talaga ung yakap nia e.. pag xa lagi ako napapaiyak.. eon..

you who are reading this post.. will you believe if i tell you.. that while im typing this entry im crying?!.. yes.. my tears burst out... AGAIN..