our grad is tom.. ang bilis.. it was only like yesterday.. first day plang.. daldalan wlang pakialam sa mundong iniikutan.. first trim plang kc.. di pa xado busy.. dakdakan ng dakdakan hanggang sa mapagalitan.. pro cge pa rin.. aral, kain, tulog, nood t.v ang routine tuwing gabi.. di namamalayan.. araw ay lumilipas..

2nd trim na.. mjo madame projects pro wlang uurong.. kylangan gawin e.. sunod2 ang project presentations.. group dun group jan.. kanya kanyang diskarte.. pagandahan.. pati mga costumes patalbugan.. practice jan practice d2.. pro hindi naiiwasan ang awayan.. iyak dun iyak jan.. pro wlang hiwalayan.. magkakasama pa rin hanggang matapos.. maraming pagsubok ang dadaanin bago marating ang dulo.. sisihan jan sisihan dun.. wla namang ganyanan.. kala ko ba damayan?!.. okei lng un.. dame pa jan iba! di namamalayan panahon ay lumilipas..

3rd trim na.. maxado ng busy.. halos wlang tulog sa gabi.. tambakan ang quizzes, project prsentation, individual projects.. isama mo pa ung sangkatutak na assignments.. pano na to?.. ano ng ggwin ko?!.. matatapos ko kya un?!.. yan ang madalas mong maririnig kapag third trim.. cge.. konting cpag.. matatapos din yan.. bsta sama sama.. kya natin yan..

bukas na.. ung araw na inaabangan ng lahat!.. sa wakas gagraduate na ko!.. malungkot pro masaya.. proud pa.. kc lahat kme graduate!.. masaya kc nagawa ko lahat ng dapat kong gawin.. kahit na may konting lungkot.. di pa nmn dun lahat nagwawakas.. marami pang dadating jan.. hintay hintay lng.. susulpot yan.. oh God sana di ako madapa bukas.. sana di ako magkamali.. help me God.. sna di ako mag-faint sa sobrang kaba!..

cooorny!.. haha.. bukas na!.. sa wakas!.. last day na ren..ü mamimiss ko lht ng friends ko outder.. gud luck sa ten tom!.. congrats sating lahat!..\m/ROCK ON!

amp!.. kainis.. nakakapagod mag-skul.. i mean mag-practice.. nakakasawa na.. tas whole day pa.. wla lng.. pagdating ko sa school.. umupo ako sa sahig tapos nag-ipit na.. tapos nag-memorize ng response na pinapa-memorize.. tapos kumanta.. haha.. duet kme ni tine..

"like the ticking of the clock two hearts that beat as one but i'll never understand that it's done.... love moves in mysterious way.. its always so surprising how love appears of the horizon i love for the rest of my day but still its a mystery of how u ever came to me which only proves love moves in mysterious way.." haha ang baduy!.. pro that's life.. haha.. xmpre pancn nio may naka italics na phrase.. la lng.. coz i like the way how it describes how u feel when ur in love.. eon.. haha.. pero may isa pa kmeng knakanta..

"ill never go far away from you even the sky will tell you that i need you so.. for this is all i know ill never go.. far away from you.." its title is ill never go by lexus.. ala lng.. gnda yan.. lalo na kung napakinggan nio na.." tapos may isa pang kanta na pumapasok sa icp ko..

"sabihin sakin lahat ng lihim mo.. iingatan ko.. ibaling sakin ang problema mo.. kakayanin ko.." its akap by imago.. ganda rin yan.. i think its #17 sa myx hit chart.. ata lng.. bsta kasama xa sa hit chart.. eon..


--well til here.. ciao...

oh well we went to the Church a while ago.. and of course.. we're late.. haha.. i think i'll have a boring day today.. nothing to do.. nothing to go.. gotta post some reasons of love..


I love the way we finish each other's sentences.
I love the way I know you'll never give up on me.
I love the fact that I wouldn't ever give up on you.
I love the way you look at me.
I love how beautiful your eyes are.
I love the way I can't imagine a day without you in my life.
I love the way if we were ever separated I wouldn't know how to go on.
I love the way we cuddle and watch sunsets together.
I love the way we sometimes stay up all night and just talk, then watch the sunrise together.
I love how I know you'll always be there when I need you to be.
I love the fact that I will always be there for you too.
I love how when I dream of my life partner, the only person that I can see is you.
I love how complete I feel when I am with you.
I love how our bodies just fit together.
I love the way you make me laugh.
I love the way you laugh.
I love the way you won't compromise yourself when we are together.
I love the way you won't let me compromise myself.
I love your thoughtfulness.
I love your tenderness.
I love your ability to speak without saying a single word.
I love the way we glance at each other across the room and know what each other is thinking.
I love the way, how even though we may be miles apart I still feel like you're right here with me.
I love the way you surprise me with the perfect gifts that show you pay attention to me.
I love the way you'll watch a sporting game with me even though you may not be interested in it.
I love the way you treat my friends.
I love your love for the things that interest me.
I love the way you let me live my life freely without jealousy.
I love how you demand respect but are not controlling.
I love how I would do anything in this world to make you happy.
I love how you would do anything in this world to make me happy.
I love the way your voice sounds over the phone.
I love the way your voice sounds when you whisper sweet nothings in my ear.
I love the completeness and oneness I feel when we make love.
I love your sensuality.
I love how our romance feels like the perfect romance movie.
I love how you are my soul mate.
I love the way you handle troubled times.
I love the way you respect me.
I love the way you protect and defend me.
I love how you feel when we cuddle.
I love the softness of your lips against mine.
I love the softness of you lips against my body.
I love the feeling of your hair brushing against me when we make love.
I love laying in bed at night talking about nothing.
I love waking up to find we've been cuddling together all night.
I love the surprises you leave for me.
I love your intelligence.
I love your ingenuity.
I love your ability to make friends where ever we go.
I love your love for life.
I love your passion for your hobbies and interests.
I love how every time I look at you, you take my breath away.
I love how I thank God everyday for bringing someone as wonderful as you into my life.
I love the fact you gave me the gift of our children.
I love the special moments that we shared that will remain my fondest memories of you and I.
I love spending the holidays with the one person I love the most.
I love how my heart skips a beat whenever you walk into the room.
I love how you love me.
I love how I love you.
I love the ways you choose to show your affection for me.
I love the way you inspire me to be more than I am.
I love the way you spark my creativity and imagination.
I love the way you make me feel like anything is possible as long as I'm with you.
I love your sense of humor.
I love the way you make me feel like royalty.
I love the way you dress.
I love your understated elegance.
I love you just the way you are.
I love your spontaneity.
I love our life together.
I love how if I died right now I would be the happiest person alive knowing I found my one true love.
I love the fact that we will grow old together.
I love your way with words.
I love the way you look when your sleeping.
I love the way you think you look awful when you first wake up when it is actually then I find you the most beautiful.
I love your willingness to share everything and most especially your heart with me.
I love your strength of character.
I love taking showers together.
I love the way you leave me love notes to find whenever you're gone.
I love the way you treat me.
I love the way you take care of us.
I love your cooking.
I love the way you take the time to thank me for doing every day things.
I love the way you show your affection when we are around friends and/or family.
I love the way you are not scared to show your affection when we are in public.
I love your confidence.
I love your ability to make me feel better when times are tough.
I love the way we make up after a fight.
I love how you treat our children.
I love the way you support me when I'm off track.
I love the way you take the time to show me how much you love me.
I love your beautiful hair.
I love your body.
I love your openness to try new things.
I love your ability to talk things through.
I love your courage to be you.
I love your greatness.
I love the fact that you want to be with me and only me.
I love how I am and feel when I am with you!
I love you for you!

we had our visita iglesia yesterday.. 8 church ata ung na-visit namen.. huwaw.. grabeh.. kakapagod.. pro okei lng.. haha..

first we went to the Christ the King Church here in our subdivision.. mom and i had our holy rosary.. like natapos namen ung rosary nakaluhod pa rin kme.. haha.. steeg!.. sis ko nmn pati c papa.. e nakaupo lng.. watta!.. haha

second we went to the Parokya ng Pagkabuhay Chapel.. e nagdasal lang ata c mama tapos umalis na kme.. first time ko din mkita ung Chapel na un.. hehe

third we went to the Hope parish.. the one near sm north edsa.. there.. we had our stations of the cross.. galing nga e.. pagdating namen dun nagccmula na.. tapos tinapos na namen.. tagal din namen nakatayo dun..

fourth we went to the St. Paul Parish.. we had our vigil mass there.. nakatayo kme like 2 hours.. grabeh.. nanakit ung paa ko dun.. after nmn nun.. punta kme burger king.. we had our merienda there.. mom ordered meh bk veggies, sloppy fries and two regular fries.. omg.. nabusog tlga ko dun hahaha.. takaw ko tlga..

fifth we went to the Sacred Heart parish.. we had our 2nd stations of the cross there.. tska nagdasal ulit c mama.. ang banal noh?!.. xmpre nagdadasal din naman aq.. pro sakin lng un..

sixth we went to the Immaculate Concepcion Parish.. nagdasal lng c mama.. tska mejo gumagabi na kc kea.. sandali lng kmi..

seventh we went to the Sto. Domingo Church.. hehe.. dun pumila pa kme pra makalapit kay papa Jesus.. hehehe.. wla lng.. tapos mama prayed again.. tapos alis na kme..

last but not the least we went to the OLAP.. mama prayed again there.. tapos tingin lng kme kay papa Jesus ulit.. tapos umails na kme..

haay.. grabeh.. a very tiring day..

i waked up at 6:15am coz my mom.. keep shouting and shouting at me and my sister.. baka daw kc ma-late kame sa mass e 7:00 pa na nmn un.. eon tapos nakaalis kme sa bahay ng 7:05.. u think its late?!.. haha.. nooo.. coz pagdating namen dun sa Church.. e sarado.. haha.. mom ko pa nmn ung nag-drive coz ung dadi ko e sobrang bagal kumilos.. hehe.. so sabi ni mama kay papa.. sumunod na lng daw xa..

eon.. we keep on laughing and laughing in the car.. hehehe.. so un.. punta ulit kame bahay.. kc cnundo namen c papa.. oww.. i forgot to tell yesterday.. the mirror of the car of my mom was broken.. kc daw galing xa ng Church last march 22.. tapos dun xa nag-park sa may ginagawang building.. e walang construction net sa taas.. so un nabagsakan daw ng napakaliit na bakal.. but it broke the whole mirror at the back of our car.. so un ang gamit namen ngaun ung car ni dadi.. hehehehe..

we went to the grotto.. hindi pa maxado traffic coz un nga djel maaga kme.. eto mejo nakaka-bad trip coz nag-park c papa sa malayo.. t'was like nilakad namen hanggang mga 3 kilometers.. grabeh.. dyahe!.. haha.. pro okei lng.. i think wla lang un sa pinagdaanan ni Jesus.. so un.. pro pagdating dun sa Church sobrang pawisan aq.. tapos my tears burst out kc nga napaiyak aq sa sobrang init tska pagod.. hehe.. ang babaw ko noh?! tapos pagdating dun sa Church wala pa upuan kc dame tao.. in short.. crowded!.. eon nagdasal muna kme sandali.. pro sakin na lng ung dinasal ko.. hehehehe..

after that.. we already had our stations of the cross.. xempre ang pawis ko tumagatak.. basang basa pa ung t-shirt ko.. wla pa nmn akong extra.. eon.. after nun.. we attended the Mass dun uli sa Church na mejo crowded.. tapos we lighted up candles.. i lighted 6 candles while wishing.. oh well sakin na lng ulit ung wish ko.. pro ung isa natumba.. tapos ung isa namatay.. so un mejo lumungkot ako kc nga ung isa namatay tapos ung natumba.. hahaha.. ang babaw ko talaga!.. buti na lang di aq umiyak.. hehehe..

tapos nun.. alis na kme.. ung 3 kilometers na nilakad namen.. this time nag-tricycle kme.. i don't enjoy it.. mas matino pa ung jeep e.. pro okei naman un kesa maglakad.. tapos tapos na ang paglalakbay.. hehehe..

pagdating sa bahay kumain na kme tapos.. natulog.. nag-hilamos muna ko bago matulog.. i sleep almost 3 hours.. kc 2:30-5:30.. hahaha.. alam ko noh?!.. hahaha..

chigeh til here!.. gotta watch t.v.!

oh well.. had a boring day.. nagcng aq ng 6:30.. aba.. tila ata pa-aga ng pa-aga.. hehe.. pag gcng ko.. kumain na ko kagad.. kc gutom na gutom na ko e.. eon.. after nun nilinisan ko ung mga vcds pati ung vcd rack!.. kc inutos ni papa e.. so un.. amm.. tapos nanood aq ng madeline sa channel 2.. tska mr. bean.. tapos nun nilipat ko na sa myx.. hehe di aq maxadong batang icp nian.. haha..

after nun.. nag-OL na ko.. hanggang bago ako kumain.. tapos naglaro ng vball tapos ng badminton.. tska ako naligo.. haha.. mga 12:30 na ata aq naligo e.. nitatamad kc aq e.. pro nabuhayan ako nung naligo aq.. lamig kc ng tubig e.. tapos tumawag ako kay badeth.. clasmate ni ate.. tinanong ko ung tono ng i'll never let go.. eon.. haay..

after nun.. nanood na q ng movie.. vcd.. love happens.. pwde na.. mganda na ren.. tapos nun.. nanood ako ng ang prinsesa at ang pulubi.. kso lng mga 5 minutes lng e.. tapos nag-comp na q.. tapos nag-merienda.. tapos nag-ol na nmn.. tapos nanood.. tapos ol na nmn.. tapos pinagkaguluhan ako.. hahaha.. dameng nag-im saken e.. 5 cla.. c keiko, c cesca, c nina, c star, and c carmelle.. eon.. hahaha.. cge til here.. la na q mgawa.. inaagaw na ng ate ko ung comp..

so im gonna give her na.. sa wakas natapos din aq..

haay.. i have a very bored day.. i waked up at around 7:00 in the morning.. pero kumain ako ng 7:30.. omg.. naubos ko fried rice na nakalagay dun sa table.. ahh.. ang lakas ko talaga kumain.. haay.. after that i watch television.. then nag-OL na ko.. i chatted with nina at about 1 or two hours.. i dunno.. basta matagal ko xang naka-chat.. pati c ralph.. eon..

kanina tinatamad ako maligo.. haha.. watta child!.. so naligo ako 1:00pm na.. haha.. kumain muna ko bago ko naligo.. tapos inayos ko na rin ung books na idodonate ata ni papa kung kanino man..

tapos nun.. nahiga ako sa sofa.. nag-sound trip na naman.. habang ka-text c kim.. hehehe.. as usual xa nmn palage kong ka-txt e.. tapos un.. nag-vball sandali.. haay.. bored tlga!..

so un.. got to xare my letter for "him" corny kea kung cno man ung balak magbasa e.. wag mo ng ituloy.. haha

Dear "You"
first of all.. of course i want to say that i love u so much!.. when i first saw u.. u were just an ordinary guy who will play the role of an ordinary guy friend of mine.. but u proved me wrong..as the days go by.. the feelings i have for u grew.. before, i thought i was in love with my another friend.. but i was wrong.. every moment of my life was spent thinking of you.. that was the day i realize that im falling for you.. ur smile makes my heart beat faster every time i see you.. but i have to keep this feeling as a secret.. for i am scared that if u will know the truth u might get rid of me.. every night i pray that someday.. u too, will have a feelings for me..
erika 032105

corny noh?!.. hahahaha..

hate this day.. pag pasok ko palang sa school i feel like im going to a damn hell!.. mag-isa kong naglalakad papuntang calamba gym.. mejo nakayuko.. pero okei pa rin aq.. ow well i thought that dana hated me because i dont go with her last saturday.. di ko xa pinansin nung una ko pa lang xang nakita.. kc nga wla tlga ako sa mood this day.. hella.. hanggang nasa social hall kame di parin ako ngumingiti.. lalo na nung dun ko pa xa nakita..

halos di na rin ako nagsalita whole morning sa sobrang bad trip ko.. hanggang magpunta ng canteen di ako nagsasalita.. ang akala ko mag-isa lang ako whole day.. walang kasama.. pero nung morning pa lang.. nakita ko ni anne na naglalakad mag-isa.. sabi nia xa na lang magdadala ng bag ko.. pero i refused.. duh.. sobrang gaan nun tapos xa pa magdadala.. anu xa body guard ko??.. okei fyn.. sabi ko ako na lng.. pupunta na sana ako ng social hall.. sabi nia sabay na daw kame.. pero may kinuha pa xa sa bag nia.. kea mjo nauna ako.. tapos tumakbo na lng xa pra maabutan ako.. eon.. akala ko mag-isa lang talaga ko this day..

recess na.. xa pa rin kasama ko.. pati c christine.. mejo inis ako.. kc!.. ahh.. akin na lng un.. prang ang sama ko naman kung pati ba nmn un ipopost ko d2!.. nagpunta kami ng canteen.. choco cookies tska ice tea ung binili ko.. tapos naghintay na lang ko dun sa may labas pra kasama ko pa rin cla christine tska c anne.. nakipagusap pa kasi cla kung kanikanino.. kea un.. tapos pabalik na kame ng calamba gym.. dlawa lang clang nagkukwentuhan.. ako?!?.. kumakain tska naglalakad.. tahimik.. baket?!.. anu pa nga ba gingawa tuwing recess.. db ang kumain?!.. nakaupo ako sa may chair dun sa calamba gym.. mag-isa.. haay.. sa wakas napag-isa den!.. pero un ung akala ko.. c dana nandun nagpunta pla dun.. tapos kinakalabit nia aq.. pero aq?!.. e SADYANG PINANGANAK NA TLGA AKO NG MASAMA.. at MANHID.. di ko xa pinapancn.. tapos kinuha ko ung bag ko.. umalis aq kung san ako umupo.. nag stay aq sa isang table.. pero sadyang disidido c dana na sabihin sakin na hindi talaga xa galit.. pero ako?!?.. ges wat kung anong nasabi ko sakania?!.. PWEDE BA DANA BAD MOOD AKO NGAUN WAG MO KONG KAUSAPIN!.. aun tumigil din.. na disappoint ko ata.. aba!.. pati ak0 nagulat sa mga nasabi ko.. pero di ko naman pwdeng bawiin un.. so pinanindigan ko na lng ung sinabi ko.. aun e katabi ko c anne.. nagpapasama ata xa kay anne sa may office.. may pupuntahan ata cla.. tapos tinanung din ako ni dana kung gusto kong sumama.. xempre.. I REFUSED!.

di na nia ako kinausap hanggang sa mag uwian.. haha.. pero tinext ko xa.. di pa rin nag rereply.. BAD MOOD LNG NAMAN TALAGA AKO NGAUNG ARAW NA TO' E.. BUT I DUNNO WHY!..

naging mejo maayos na lng ung mood ko nung nandun na ko sa bus.. xempre.. cnu pa ba ung mga nagpapatawa?!.. e di ung mga busmates kong loko2!.. haha.. masaya din ako kc nakita ko "xa"!.. hehe..

paguwi ko sa bahay.. kumain ng tanghalian.. tapos nagcomputer.. kaso lng.. nagloloko.. nag didisconnect tapos tuluyan ng ayaw ma-connect.. kea un pinatay ko na lng.. tapos nag sound trip ako.. habang nag-tetext!.. nga pla.. GOT A SMART UNLIMITED 25/8?.. common!.. TEXT ME.. pm me ur number.. haha! eon.. tapos ka-text ko c kim.. gamit ung globe ko.. kc globe xa e.. so un.. mga isang oras kaming magka-text!.. tpos kumain na ulit.. tapos tumawag sakin c laraine.. nagso-sorry.. hehehe.. kalokohan kc nia.. xmpre pinatawad ko un.. kc at least she knows its her fault..

tapos binuksan ko na ung comp.. para malaman kung okei na ba ung connection.. PERO HINDI PARIN!.. eon.. mejo naiyak ako.. sa sobrang inis.. haha.. ang babaw noh!.. well.. ganyan talaga ako.. la na kayong mgagawa.. tapos after my several tries to connect!.. sa awa ng Diyos.. na connect din.. un nga lang.. pag visit ko dto sa site na to'!.. sh*t.. nawala ung layout ko.. ang natira na lng.. e ung mga entries ko, profile, ung cbox, tska ung marquee letter dun sa may baba.. eon o.. try to see.. just scroll down ur screen and ul see.. hehe.. eon.. tapos umiyak talaga ako.. trying to fix my layout.. omg.. my tears burst out!.. sa sobrang sama ng loob.. haay.. buti na lng bumalik.. pero sana di na mawala ulit.. haayy..

owkei.. i guess.. till here..

hehe.. im a newbie here.. haha.. as i said last time.. im getting bored of my xanga account.. wla na kc akong napagkakaabalahan.. all i can do is to write a post there.. wla na kong ineexplore.. so i tried this.. blogger.. hehe..

yesterday.. dapat pupunta ako ng star city with dana, lourdes, and chloe.. kaso lng.. sabi ng mama ko kahapon wag na lng daw ako sumama.. kc daw baka may mangyari.. hehe.. un lng naman talaga ung signal na hinihintay ko para hindi aq sumama e.. coz before that day.. friday night.. i cant sleep.. iniicp ko kung ano ung mangyayari kinabukasan.. haha.. feeling ko kc mamamatay na q.. nyahahaha.. nababaliw na nmn aq.. so un.. cnhabi ko kay dana na hindi na q sasama.. tapos.. nagalit ata xa.. i texted her.. saying dana di na ko makakasama.. kc c mama.. ngaun lng nia cnabi na wag na lng daw aq sumama ahh.. cge.. hav nyc day po.. eon.. after 2 hours.. nag reply den.. sabi nia.. ang daya nio!!! owwel dats the exact phrase she texted.. nagtataka ako kung bakit nio.. naalala q c lourdes pla nagpaalam aq sakania na hindi na q sasama tapos cnabi pla nia sakin na hindi na rin xa sasama kung di daw aq sasama.. kea un.. nag text nlang uli aq kay dana ui dana.. galit ka noh?!?.. halata nmn e.. sabi mo kpg di aq sasama di ka nmn magagalit.. tapos ngaun.. sori na.. di xa nagtetext bk.. okei lng.. di ko nlng xa guguluhin..

uhmm.. haha.. sunday ngaun.. sana makita q xa sa simbahan.. hahaha.. nyahaha.. chigeh til here..

hehe ..wala lang.. =p